Book Five I.1. Though the judgments of God are hidden from us when things go badly for good people in this life and when they go well for bad people, they are even more darkly hidden when things go well for the good and badly for the bad. For when it is well with the bad and ill with the good, perhaps we may see it as a way of punishing the good here for their sins (if any) so they will be completely freed from eternal damnation, and of letting bad people have the good things they want in this life, to leave only torment and suffering for them in eternity. So it was said to the rich man burning in hell, "Remember, my son, that you have received good things in your life, and Lazarus at the same time received bad things." But when it goes well with the good and ill with the bad, it becomes altogether uncertain whether the good receive good things to inspire them to rise to better things still; or whether they receive from the just but invisible judge a reward for their good works here to leave them without rewards in the life to come; or whether the wicked are stricken with adversity in order to mend their ways and to protect them from eternal punishment; or whether their punishment begins here, leading them on eventually to the ultimate tortures of hell. Because the human mind is bothered by this thick cloud of uncertainty upon the face of God's judgments, holy men are troubled with a fearful suspicion when they see the prosperity of this world coming their way. They fear they are perhaps receiving the fruits of their labors here and now; they fear divine justice may be seeing some hidden wound in them and be piling them up with outward rewards while pushing them away from the inner ones. But when they think to themselves that they do their good deeds only to please the Lord alone and that they do not rejoice in the abundance of their prosperity, they are less inclined to fear secret judgments directed against them just because they are prosperous, but still they find it difficult to bear success, because it keeps them from concentrating fully on what lies within. They can barely tolerate the enticements of this life because they know that through these things they can be impeded in achieving what they desire within. The world's applause is more troubling than its contempt and the height of prosperity poses a greater challenge than the depths of need. Often when the outer man is deprived in this way, the inner man is set free to seek what is within; but prosperity can keep the soul from achieving its desires by forcing it to attend to many things and people. So it happens that holy men are more afraid of the world's prosperity than its adversity. They know that while the mind is taken up with pleasant business, it is gladly diverted sometimes by attention to externals. They know that our secret thoughts often deceive us when this happens so that we do not realize how we have changed. They consider the eternal goods that they long for and they know that all the world's passing gifts are as nothing, however pleasing. Their mind endures all the prosperity of this world grudgingly because it is wounded by the love of heavenly happiness. The more they see how the sweetness of the present life treacherously entices them to turn away from eternal glory, the more they choose to spurn the present instead. So when blessed Job had given thought to heavenly peace, he said, "Great and small are there, and the slave free of the master." Then he adds, II.2. Why is light given to a wretch? (3.20) Sometimes in scripture prosperity is spoken of as light, and worldly misfortune as night. So it is said through the psalmist, "Like its darkness, so also its light." holy men despise and trample on the prosperity of this world, so also they trample down and endure its misfortune with a great loftiness of mind. They compel both the prosperity and the misfortune of the world to serve them, saying, "Like its darkness, so also its light," as if to say clearly, 'Just as the sadness of the world does not disturb the strength of our purpose, so also its pleasantness does not corrupt our strength.' But because this prosperity, as we said before, troubles the mind of the holy man even when it does not corrupt it, for he sees himself as a wretch suffering in exile, so he refuses to be distinguished by its prosperity. So now it is fittingly said, "Why is light given to a wretch?" Light is given to wretches when those who look upon lofty things see that they are wretched as long as they are here on pilgrimage and begin to accept the light of the good fortune that passes away. And though they weep bitterly for having to stay so long away from home, still they are compelled to bear the burdens of honor here. Love of eternal things wears them down and worldly glory smiles upon them. When they see what they are surrounded with here below and what sort of things on high they cannot see; and when they consider the strength that is offered them here and what they have lost of their heavenly gifts, they are bitterly grieved at their prosperity here. For even if they see that this prosperity cannot overcome them entirely, they must still think carefully how to apportion their thoughts between their love of the Lord and their responsibilities here. So when he says, "Why is light given to a wretch," he then wisely adds, III.3. And life to those filled with bitterness of soul? (3.20) All the elect are filled with bitterness of soul, because they either continually punish themselves with weeping for their sons or they torment themselves with grief at the thought that they are cast down here far from the presence of their creator and still do not have the joys of the eternal home. Of their hearts it is well said through Solomon, "The heart that knows bitterness of soul: no stranger shall share in its joy." The hearts of the wicked are filled with bitterness as well because they are afflicted by their own evil desires, but they do not share the same bitterness because they have been blinded by their own free choice and cannot accurately judge their own endurance. On the other hand the heart of the just man knows its own bitterness because it understands how troublesome is its exile here, where it lies wounded and cast out. It knows the tranquility it has lost and the confusion into which it has fallen. But sometimes this embittered heart is restored to its proper joy and then the stranger cannot share in that joy, for the one who is always trying to lead the heart away from its suffering into the pleasures of the world's desires is shut out then from the inner festival of the heart. 4. Those who are filled with bitterness of soul desire to die to the world completely. Just as they seek nothing in this world, so they want to be held to this world by no obligation. It often happens that a man in his heart no longer clings to the world, but still he is himself tied to the world's business. Now he then has died to the world but the world is not yet dead to him. The world, still very much alive, looks upon him and tries to snatch him up in its own affairs while he is intent elsewhere. So Paul, when he had learned to despise this world completely and saw that he had become the kind of man whom this world can no longer covet for its own, breaking free of the chains that had bound him to this life, says,"The world is crucified to me and I to the world." The world had been crucified to him because it was dead for him and he loved it no longer in his heart. He had crucified himself to the world because he took care to show himself to the world as one already dead to it and thus incapable of being coveted by it. For if a living man and a dead one are in the same place, even if the dead man does not see the living one, the living one sees the dead one; but if both are dead, neither sees the other. So if a man does not love the world, but is still, even unwillingly, loved by the world, even if he is like a dead man who does not see the world, he can nevertheless be seen himself by a world not yet dead. But if he does not cleave to the world with love, and he is not held by the world's own love, then both are dead to each other. When neither desires the other, they are unaware of each other like two dead men. Because Paul was sought not the glory of the world, nor was he sought by the world with its glory, he could rejoice that he was crucified to the world, and the world to him. Because many seek this exalted form of extinction but do not yet rise to it, rightly do they groan and say, "Why is light given to a wretch and life to those filled with bitterness of soul?" Life is given to the embittered when the glory of this world is handed on to those who are sad and groaning over it. In this life they torment themselves with powerful fear, because even if they no longer hold to the world, they still fear that they may be the sort to whom the world itself clings. If they did not live for the world at least in some small way, the world would undoubtedly have no use or love for them. The sea keeps living bodies for itself; when they are dead, it casts them out immediately. IV.5. Who look for death (and it does not come). (3.21) They desire to mortify themselves and cut themselves off from the whole life of temporal glory; but by the hidden judgments of God they are often compelled to take the lead in governance or be covered with honors imposed on them from without. In the midst of this they hope unceasingly for the fulness of mortification. But the death they look for does not come because their usefulness to the world of temporal glory continues, though they do not will it, and they bear with it out of fear of the Lord. Inside they keep alive the longings of piety, but outwardly they perform the duties of their station, so they may not be found wanting in interior perfection nor proudly resist the governance of the creator. For it is brought about by a wondrous divine pity that he who longs with perfect heart for contemplation can be kept busied in service of his fellow man. In this way his mind in its perfection can be of use to many weaker brethren; and at the same time as he sees his own imperfection revealed in this way he may strive for perfect humility all the more. Sometimes, however, holy men bring back greater rewards than before when they endure the thwarting of their desires and thus succeed in converting others. For when they are not allowed to attend exclusively to their desires, they may still be able to bring with them others with whom they have mingled. So it happens by a wondrous arrangement of divine pity that just when they think themselves ruined, they are all the more abundantly successful in building the heavenly home. 6. But sometimes they do not succeed in attaining their desires just so that after a delay they are left to open their minds to those desires all the more, and the desire that might have been narrowed if it had been satisfied too soon is put off providentially to grow the more. They seek mortification to see more perfectly, if they can, the face of their creator, but their desire is put off to their advantage, and in that delay the desire is nurtured and fostered to grow. So the bride cries out, sighing with desire for the bridegroom, "On my bed by night I have longed for the one my soul loves; I have looked for him and not found him." The bridegroom hides himself when he is sought and, not found, he is sought the more ardently; and the bride is put off in her search so she may be rendered more receptive by the delay and may in the end find more abundantly what she was looking for. So blessed Job says, "Who look for death (and it does not come)," and then, to describe this desire of those who have this longing more carefully, he says, V.7. As if digging for treasure. (3.21) All those who go digging for treasure grow more enthusiastic for their work when they have to dig more deeply. The closer they think they come to the hidden treasure, the more they exert themselves in the digging. Those who seek their own complete mortification are like those who go digging for treasure: the closer they come to their goal, the more eager they become for the work. They do not grow weary in the work, but get more into the habit of it. The closer they think they get to the reward, the more they enjoy the exertion. So Paul said to some who sought the hidden treasure of the eternal home, "Not abandoning our gathering, as is the custom with some, but consoling each other the more, insofar as you see the coming day." To console the laborer is to go on working, because to see someone else working is a consolation for the one already working. So also when a companion is given on a journey, the road is not taken away, but still the burden of the journey is eased by the companionship. So when Paul wanted them to console one another in their labors, he added, "The more, insofar as you see the coming day"--as if to say, 'The task increases as we draw near to the rewards of the task,' or as if to say, 'Do you look for a treasure? You should dig more enthusiastically, the closer you come to the gold you seek.' 8. But this passage, "They look for death (and it does not come), as if digging for treasure," can be taken another way. Because we can die to the world perfectly only if we hide from the visible world among the invisible things of the mind, those who seek out mortification are rightly compared to those who dig for treasure. For we die to the world through invisible wisdom, of which it is said through Solomon, "If you should seek it like money and unearth it like a treasure. Wisdom does not lie on the surface of things but hides in invisible things. We achieve wisdom in our mortification if we abandon the visible and hide among the invisible. If we go digging for unseen things in the heart, we eject every earthly thought that comes upon the mind, casting it aside with the hand of a holy discernment, recognizing the treasure of virtue that hides within. For it is easy to find a treasure in ourselves if we banish the mountain of earthly thoughts that press down upon us to no good end. But because he speaks of longed-for death like a treasure, he rightly adds: VI.9. And rejoicing much when they find the grave. (3.22) Just as the grave is the place where a corpse is hidden away, so divine contemplation is a kind of grave for the mind, where the soul is hidden. We are still alive to this world when we go abroad in it in our thoughts, but we die and hide ourselves in the grave when we mortify ourselves outwardly and take refuge in the hiding place of interior contemplation. Holy men constantly mortify themselves with the sword of the sacred word, cutting themselves off from insistent worldly desires, from clamorous useless cares, from noisy roaring confusions. They thus conceal themselves inwardly, in the recesses of the mind, before the face of God. So it is rightly said through the psalmist, "You shall conceal them in the hidden place of your countenance, away from the harassments of men." Though this achieves fulness only later on, even now it is accomplished for the most part, when delight carries them away from the confusion of earthly desires to inner ones. Then when their mind is totally intent on the love of God they will be wounded by no pointless interruption. This is why Paul saw his disciples as dead through contemplation and virtually hidden in the grave, when he said to them, "For you are dead and your life is hidden away with Christ in God." And so the man who longs to die rejoices when he finds the grave, because if he seeks to mortify himself, he rejoices at finding the peace of contemplation. Now dead to the world he can lie hidden and conceal himself in the folds of love within from all the disturbances of things outside. 10. But if we connect finding the grave to what has just been said about digging for treasure, we must realize that the ancients covered their dead with riches in burial. Whoever sought a treasure then was glad to find a grave, because as we seek wisdom when we turn over the pages of sacred scripture, when we study the examples of those who have gone before, we rejoice as if in finding a grave, because the riches of the mind are found among the dead. Because they were perfectly dead to this world, they found rest in hiding with their riches. Whoever is lifted up by the power of contemplation to see the example of just men is made a rich man in the grave. Now he shows why he had the presumption to ask, "Why is light given to a wretch?" as he says: VII.11. To a man whose path is hidden from him, and God has surrounded him with darkness. (3.23) A man's path is hidden from him because even if he looks now to see how well life is going, he still does not know the goal that he will reach. Even if he longs for heaven, even if he seeks it with all his desires, he still does not know whether he will persevere in those desires. Abandoning sin, we reach for justice; we know whence we have come; but we do not where we are going. We know what we were yesterday, but what will befall us tomorrow, we know not. A man's path is hidden from him, therefore, because as he sets foot on his path he still cannot foresee where he will wind up. 12. There is another way in which our path is hidden. Sometimes we do not know whether the things we believe we are doing well will find favor in the judgment of the strict judge. For often, as we said some time ago, our works are a cause of damnation even as we think them advances on the path of virtue. Often what we believe will placate the judge only stirs him from peace to rage, as Solomon attests: "There is a path that seems right to men; but the end of that path leads to death. So holy men, when they vanquish evil, are fearful even for their own good deeds, lest while they seek to do good they might be led astray by their own image of what they have done, lest some foul plague of decay might lurk beneath the appearance of a fair color. For they know that they are weighed down yet with corruption and cannot make fine distinctions of goodness. When they bring to mind the standards of the last judgment, they fear sometimes for those things in themselves which they had thought well of. They long for inner things with the whole mind, but still fear for the uncertain value of their deeds and do not know where they are heading. So it is well said first, "Why is light given to a wretch?" and added "To a man whose path is hidden from him." This is as if to say, 'Why does the man who does not know how the judge will evaluate the path of his life receive the successes of this life?" And it then adds fittingly, "And God has surrounded him with darkness." For man is surrounded by darkness because, though he burn with desire for heaven, he is ignorant of his own inner disposition. He fears greatly that something may count against him at the judgment, something that now lies hidden in the fervor of his desire for the good. Man is surrounded with darkness because he is pressed down by the fog of his own ignorance. Or is he not surrounded by darkness if he often forgets the past, barely knows the present, and has not yet found the future? A wise man saw himself surrounded by darkness when he said, "What we can see, we discover with difficulty; and who shall find out what is in heaven?" The prophet also saw himself surrounded by darkness when he was unable to penetrate the inmost reaches of inward governance, saying, "He has made darkness his hiding place." For our creator, because he has taken the light of seeing him away from us, cast down in this exile, has hidden himself from our eyes as if in a hiding place of darkness. 13. When we examine the darkness of our blindness carefully, we inspire our mind to lament. It weeps for the blindness it endures outwardly if it remembers that it is deprived of light within. When it sees the darkness with which it is surrounded, it pains itself with an ardent desire for the splendor within and flails itself with all its strength and concentration. Though cast down, it seeks the heavenly light it had deserted at the time of its creation. So it often happens that in pious weeping the clarity of inner joy bursts upon us. The mind that had long lain in blind listlessness draws strength from its sighs and rises to see the brilliant light within. VIII.14. Before I eat, I sigh. (3.24) When the soul eats, it feeds on its contemplation of the heavenly light. It sighs before it eats because it is first affected by the groans of tribulation, and then is filled with the nourishment of contemplation after. Unless it sighs, it does not eat. Whoever in this exile does not humble himself with his laments for celestial desire does not taste the joys of the home within. Those who rejoice in the poverty of this place of pilgrimage are fasting from the food of truth. But the one who eats is sighing, because whoever is touched by the love of truth is nourished by the food of contemplation. The prophet sighed and ate when he said, "My tears were bread to me." The soul feeds on its own sorrow, when it is lifted up weeping to heavenly joys, and bears with the groans of sorrow within. But it receives a nourishing food as the power of love sheds its tears. So blessed Job attends to the power of these tears, adding, IX.15. And like rushing waters, so are my cries. (3.24) When water rushes in, it comes with a burst and swells with volume on all sides. But when the elect summon divine judgment in their imagination, when they fear the hidden sentence that can be passed on them, when they are sure they can go to God but still fear they may not reach him, when they remember past deeds for which they weep, when they fear for things that may yet come which they know not--in all these things they gather streams of water to themselves, streams that go pouring out in groans of sorrow as on the shore of the sea. So the holy man sees the vast heap of thoughts piled up in the tears of repentance, and he calls those waves of sorrow rushing waters, saying, "And like rushing waters, so are my cries." But sometimes the just, as we said a little earlier, are fearful even in the midst of their good works, spending time at constant weeping at the thought that they might yet be displeasing in some hidden way. When the whips of divine correction strike them suddenly, they fear they have offended their creator's kindness, they fear they have failed to perform the works of compassion for their neighbor out of weakness and impediment or out of bitterness and distraction. The heart turns to lamentation because the body is slow in offering its devoted service. When they see their reward does not grow, they fear their past deeds have been displeasing. So blessed Job, when he compares his tears to rushing waters, then adds, X.16. Because the fear that I feared has come to pass for me, and what I dreaded has occurred. (3.25) Just men weep and fear and torment themselves with great laments, because they fear abandonment. Though they rejoice at the punitive correction they receive, that correction still disturbs their worried mind, lest the evil they suffer turn out to be, not the compassionate blow of discipline, but the just punishment of revenge. Thinking of this, the psalmist says, "Who knows the power of your wrath?" The power of divine wrath cannot be grasped by our mind, for the obscure workings of its providence often enfold us just when we think we have been left behind. And just when we think we are receiving its goodness, then it abandons us. Thus very often what is thought to be wrath turns out to be grace, and what is thought to be grace turns out to be wrath. Some are corrected by God's punishment, but some are led to the madness of resistance. Some people are soothed and rescued from madness by having things go well, while others are so elated by prosperity that they are torn loose from all hope of conversion. Vice drags all men down to the bottom, but some are restored more readily for shame at having fallen so far. Virtue always lifts us to the heavens, but sometimes men find virtue a source of pride, and the ladder of ascent becomes the cause of their fall. Because the power of divine wrath is altogether mysterious, it is necessary in all things that we be fearful without ceasing. XI.17. Have I not dissembled? Have I not been silent? Have I not kept still? And displeasure has overcome me. (3.26) Though we sin in thought, word and deed wherever we are placed, the mind is carried along even more heedlessly when it is buoyed up by the prosperity of this world. When it sees it has outrun the rest of the world by its power, in pride it begins to think highly of itself. When no man resists the authority of its voice, the tongue is set free without restraint on dangerous ground; and when it can do whatever it pleases, it reasonably begins to think that whatever it pleases is right. But when holy men are supported by this world's power, they subject the mind to still greater discipline, because they know they can be persuaded more easily to do what is illicit through the impatience that comes with power. They keep the heart from thoughts of its own glory, the tongue from immoderate speech, and their deeds from restless errancy. Often, thus, those who hold power lose the credit for their good deeds by thinking of them proudly. When they think they are of use and benefit to all, they condemn all the merit they have earned by their usefulness. As each man's deeds grow more worthy, his deeds still seem unworthy in his own eyes, lest good deeds should so raise up the heart of the doer that then they cast him down the further in pride and do more damage than he has done good for those whom he aided. This is why the king of Babylon was turned into an irrational animal when he turned things over in the pride of his mind, saying, "Is this not Babylon, which I have built?" He lost what he had accomplished because he refused to dissemble what he had done with all humility. Because he lifted himself above other men in the pride of his thought, he lost even the human senses that he had had in common with other men. And often those who are in power burst out with insults for their subjects on all sides, and lose through the insolence of the tongue the fruits of their regime's vigilant service; they weigh their words with less fear for the judge, because whoever says to his brother without cause, "fool," is assigning himself to the fires of gehenna. Often again, those who are in power do not know how to restrain themselves in what is right and so slip soon into wrongful restless deeds. For the only one who does not fall into the wrong kinds of deeds is the one who has been able sometimes to restrain himself carefully even from things that are permissible. Paul showed that he had restrained himself in this way, saying, "All things are permitted to me, but not all things are useful." And to show what freedom he won by this restraint, he added, "All things are permitted to me, but I am put under no man's power." For when the mind pursues the desires it has conceived, it is compelled to be a slave to the things whose love has conquered it. But Paul, to whom all was permitted, put himself under no man's power because he restrained himself sometimes even from what was right, rising above the things that would have dragged him down if he had taken pleasure in them and not despised them. 18. So blessed Job lets us know what he was like when he had power, in order to instruct us, when he says, "Have I not dissembled?" For when we have power, we must think of its usefulness and deprecate it nevertheless on account of the pride that can result. The one who uses power will know that he can do what will be of profit, but at the same time will not know that he can do those things so as to avoid excessive praise. Job indicates what he was like in his speech when he says, "Have I not been silent?" As for what he was like when faced with illicit works, he adds: "Have I not kept still?" Keeping silent and keeping still can be examined a little further. Silence keeps the mind from giving voice to earthly desires, for the heart's tumult has the power of a great noise. 19. And those who do good with their power keep still when they put aside the demands of earthly deeds now and again to find time for the love of God, lest they should be busy with lower things constantly and let the heart fall away from the highest things altogether. They know the mind will never rise to heavenly things if it is kept busy constantly in the press of cares here below. For what will a busy mind win of God when even one free of cares must struggle to grasp anything? But it is well said, through the psalmist, "Wait quietly, and see that I am God." For whoever fails to wait for God, by his own choice hides the light of vision from himself. So it is said through Moses that fish which have no fins should not be eaten; for fish which have fins are in the habit of leaping above water. Only those fish, then, pass into the bodies of the elect as food which, though they serve what is below, still know how to climb toward heaven with leaps of the mind sometimes, so as not to remain hidden in the depths of care always where no breath of the highest love, like a breath of fresh air, can touch them. Whoever is busy with temporal affairs arranges external things well when he takes time to flee to the things within, having no love for the noise of disturbances without but only finding peace in the embrace of tranquility within himself. 20. For wicked minds are constantly mulling over the confusion of worldly things within themselves, even when they are at leisure. In their thoughts they keep alive images of the things they love and though they are outwardly inactive, within themselves they still labor under the burden of a repose without rest. If the governance of worldly affairs is given to them, they abandon themselves entirely and pursue these fugitive worldly goods with all their thoughts, with every step they take. But pious minds do not long for these things when they are absent, and endure them reluctantly when they are present, for they fear that in caring for what is outside them they will indeed go out from themselves. This is well indicated by the life of the two brothers of whom it is written, "Esau was made a man skillful in hunting, and a farmer; but Jacob was a simple man, living in tents." Or as it says in another translation, "living at home." What is meant by Esau's hunting but the life of those who are given over to outward pleasure and the pursuits of the flesh? He is called a farmer because the lovers of this world cultivate externals the more they leave the things within uncultivated. But Jacob is said to be a simple man living in tents, or at home, because all those who refuse to be distracted by external cares remain simple in their thoughts and go on dwelling in their conscience. To live at home or in tents is to keep yourself shut up in the secret places of the mind and not allow yourself to be diminished by desires for things outside yourself, so that you will not grow alien from your own thoughts within by panting after many things beyond yourself. So let the man tested and disciplined by prosperity say, "Have I not dissembled? Have I not been silent? Have I not kept still?" As we said above, holy men, when passing prosperity smiles upon them, make light of the world's applause as if they know nothing of it and with bold step trample in their hearts on the things that might lift them too high in the world outside. They keep still because they give voice to none of the noises of wicked action. (For all iniquity has its voice in the secret judgments of God. So it is written, "The clamor of the Sodomites and Gomorrhans is multiplied.") They are at rest not only because they are undisturbed by any troubling desire and earthly lust, but because they even refuse to be troubled immoderately by the necessary cares of this life. 21. But when they do this, they still feel the father's whips, meant to make them all the more perfect and worthy of their inheritance, insofar as his daily discipline purges them compassionately of even the least faults. They do what is just unceasingly but still suffer harsh things constantly, because often when our justice is led before the bench of divine justice it is in the eyes of the judge found to be unjust and stained, though the one who had accomplished it thought it bright and shining. So Paul, when he said, "I am conscious of no guilt," immediately added, "But not by this am I justified." ) They are at rest not only because they are undisturbed by any troubling desire and earthly lust, but because they even refuse to be troubled immoderately by the necessary cares of this life. 21. But when they do this, they still feel the father's whips, meant to make them all the more perfect and worthy of their inheritance, insofar as his daily discipline purges them compassionately of even the least faults. They do what is just unceasingly but still suffer harsh things constantly, because often when our justice is led before the bench of divine justice it is in the eyes of the judge found to be unjust and stained, though the one who had accomplished it thought it bright and shining. So Paul, when he said, "I am conscious of no guilt," immediately added, "But not by this am I justified."24 Soon he indicated why he was justified: "But the one who judges me is the Lord. As if to say: 'I deny that I am justified for having a clean conscience precisely because I know that I will be scrutinized more carefully by the one who judges me.' So the things which others praise are to be dissembled, the things which clamor within are to be kept in check, and even the business of the world that seems necessary is to be resisted. And still in all these things we must fear the whips of the strict judge because even our perfection is not without fault, unless the stern judge should weigh it mercifully on the delicate balance of his scrutiny. 22. And it is well added, "And displeasure has overcome me." With the skill of a great teacher, when he was about to mention his punishments, he first mentioned his good deeds, so that everyone might realize what kind of punishments wait for sinners if even the just are chastised here with such forceful blows. So it is that Peter says, "It is time for justice to begin with the house of God. . . . And if the just man shall scarcely be saved, where shall the impious and the sinner appear?" So Paul, when he had said much in praise of the Thessalonians, added then, "Just so we take pride in you in the churches of God for your long-suffering faith, for all your persecutions and tribulations, which you endure to give example of the just judgment of God." As if to say: 'While you do such good deeds and yet bear such harsh treatment, what else are you doing but giving examples of the just judgment of God? For we are to understand by your suffering how God smites those with whom he is angry if he allows you, in whom he rejoices, to suffer so. How indeed will he smite those to whom he owes just judgment, if he so torments those of you whom he cherishes with compassionate accusation?' 23. So with blessed Job's first speech ended, his friends (who had come out of pity to console him) apply themselves to chiding him. As they break out with contentious words, they forget the compassionate purpose for which they had come. They do this not out of bad intentions, but though they have sympathy for the victim, they believe that he could not have become a victim except as punishment for his own iniquity. So when their good intentions are followed by incautious speech, the pity they had intended is turned into sinful excess. They should have thought who it was they were addressing and what the circumstances were. For he was a just man, the Job to whom they had come, and at the same time he was covered by blows from God. They should have measured his words against the life he had lived, if they could not understand them directly. Seeing his sufferings they should not have criticized him but feared for themselves. They should not have tried to give heart to the just man in his trials with their rationalizations, but simply joined him with their tears. Instead of displaying their own knowledge with their words, they should have allowed sorrow to teach them how to speak rightly the language of consolation. Even if they had thought otherwise, they should have spoken humbly rather than add new wounds to the victim with their indiscreet words. 24. For often the misunderstood words and deeds of better men are unpleasant to lesser men. But because they cannot truly be understood is all the more reason why they should not be rashly criticized. Often better men do something prudently which is thought a mistake by lesser men. Often the strong say things which the weak criticize because they do not understand. A good example of this is the occasion when the ark of the covenant tilted when the oxen drew back. The Levite who thought it would fall and wanted to straighten it up quickly suffered the punishment of death. What now is the mind of a just man if not the ark of the covenant? This ark, pulled along by the resisting oxen, tilts over, because sometimes even a good ruler, when he sees his people struggling and confused, out of love for them changes his policy, making allowances to accommodate them. But when strength prudently leans this way, the inexperienced think it is falling. So then some of the subjects reach out a hand of resistance, and lose their life for their rashness. The Levite lending a hand reached out but lost his life for his error, for when the weak rebuke the deeds of the strong, they are cast out from among the living. Sometimes holy men say things to the weak out of condescension, and sometimes they give voice to lofty thoughts of contemplation; then fools, who cannot understand the reason either for the condescension or for the exaltation, brashly criticize them. What does it mean to want to dissuade the just man from his condescension, if not that we are reaching out to support the ark with the haughty hand of rebuke? When we blame the just man for saying something we do not understand, we mistake the action of strength for the fall of an error. But the man who arrogantly tried to help God's ark lost his life, because none of the holy would try to correct what was right unless he already knew better of himself. So this Levite is rightly called Oza because that is translated, "The strong man." For the presumptuous always think they are strong men in the Lord (such is their audacity) and thus think that the words and deeds of their betters are somehow worse than they really are. The friends of Job therefore, when they break out against him as if to defend God, are breaking the rules of God's commands in their pride. 25. But when the deeds of better men are displeasing to worse men, what disturbs the mind should never be kept in silence but expressed with great humility. The compassionate intentions of the speaker can thus truly follow the pattern of righteousness by pursuing the path of humility. What we feel should be said freely, and what we say should be set out most humbly, lest our good intentions turn into bad deeds by arrogance of expression. Paul, for example, said many things humbly to those who heard him, but he tried even more humbly to placate them with the humility of his exhortation, saying, "I ask you brothers, that you endure word of solace; for I have written for a very few of you." Saying farewell to the Ephesians at Miletus, when they were groaning and afflicted, he called his own humility to mind, saying, "Keep watch, remembering that for three years I have not left off weeping night and day, admonishing each one of you." To the same Ephesians he said again in a letter, "I beseech you, brothers, I who am bound in the Lord, that you proceed in a way worthy of the call by which you have been called." From this the disciple should learn the humility with which he should speak to the teacher, even when he has something just to say, if the teacher of the nations should so submissively speak to his disciples on matters in which he could preach with authority. We should all learn from this how humbly to say what we well understand to those from whom we have received our examples of living well, if Paul humbled himself with his words to those whom he had himself called to life. 26. But Eliphaz, the first of the friends to speak, though he had come to console out of pity, abandons humble speech and forgets the rules of consolation. Forgetting to watch his words, he bursts out with insults for the victim, saying, "The tiger perished because he had no prey; the roar of the lion and the voice of the lioness, and the teeth of the lion cubs are ground down." Calling blessed Job with the name of tiger he is accusing him of the vice of inconsistency; by the roar of the lion, he hints at his own fear of the man; by the voice of the lioness, he suggests the chattering of his wife; by the ground-down teeth of the cubs, he means the now-destroyed gluttony of the children. So it is fitting that the divine judgment reprimanded the friends for offering such proud criticism, saying, "You have not spoken rightly before me, as did my servant Job." 27. But we must ask why Paul used the opinions of the friends as if they were authoritative, if their opinions are rendered void by the Lord's criticism. For they were words of Eliphaz which he offered to the Corinthians, saying, "I shall trap the wise with their own cleverness." How can we spit out these words as wicked things, if Paul uses their authority to his own ends? Or how shall we think that these words, which are defined as not right by the Lord himself, are right on Paul's authority? But we can quickly understand how these positions are not in fact different, if we consider the words of the Lord's judgment precisely. For when he said,"You have not spoken rightly before me," he added immediately, "as did my servant Job." It is clear therefore that some things in their words are right but are bested in comparison with what is better. Among the things which they say irrationally, they offer many bold opinions to blessed Job, but when compared with bolder words their opinions lose all their strength. Many of the things they say would be remarkable, if they were not said in opposition to a holy man. In themselves, therefore, they are great things, but because they were meant to attack the virtue of a just man, they lose their greatness. Thus though the dart is strongly hurled, it is hurled in vain and strikes solid rock, and then bounces off, blunted, the more for having been so strongly thrown. So the words of the friends, though in themselves they are strong, when they strike the strong life of the holy man, lose all the point from their tips. Because they are great in and of themselves but should not have been used against Job, Paul could use them on the one hand authoritatively, weighing their strength, while the judge still reproved them as incautious by considering the person involved. 28. But because we said before that the friends of blessed Job take the part of the heretics, now we must study to see how their words resemble those of the heretics. Some of their thoughts are righteous, but then in the midst of those they slide into thoughts that are perverse. Heretics have this characteristic: they mix good with evil, the more readily to deceive their hearers. If they always spoke evil, they would quickly be recognized for the evil they willed and would never make their ideas persuasive. But if they always thought rightly, they would clearly not be heretics. So while they use both kinds of thoughts in their crafty deceptions, they infect the good with evil, and hide their evil under good to make it palatable. In just this way, the poisoner touches the rim of the cup with the sweetness of honey, and at first taste the sweetness of the honey is enjoyed, even while that which brings death is unhesitatingly swallowed. So heretics mix right with wrong to draw listeners by a show of good; revealing then their evil, they corrupt them with the hidden plague. But sometimes, corrected by the preaching and exhortation of holy church, they are saved from their errant ideas. So the friends of Job eventually offer the sacrifice of their reconciliation by the hands of the holy man himself, and are called back under summons to the grace of the judge above. They are well represented in the gospel by the cure of the ten lepers. In a leper, part of the skin is made shiny while the rest keeps its healthy color. Lepers stand for heretics because while they mix right with wrong, they scatter stains on their healthy complexion. Well they cry out to be saved, "Jesus, teacher!" By their words they show they have erred, they call him humbly the teacher of salvation. And since they come to recognize their teacher, soon they recover the appearance of health. But because we went on for a time in our preface about the speeches of the friends, we can now turn to weighing their words precisely. XII.29. In answer, Eliphaz the Themanite said, 'If we begin to speak with you, perhaps you will take it badly.' (4.1) We have already said what the translations of these names mean. Because we are in a hurry to reach material not yet discussed, we will not repeat what is already set out. Therefore we should carefully note that those who have the appearance of heretics begin gently, saying, "if we begin to speak with you, perhaps you will take it badly." For heretics are afraid to provoke their audience at the outset, for fear of being listened to carefully. They keep from affronting their hearers, to seize and take advantage of their negligence. What they say is almost always mild, but what follows then is harsh. So now the friends of Job begin with reverent and gentle speech, but soon shoot out shafts of bitter invective. Similarly, the roots of thorns are soft but still from that softness they bring forth things that pierce. XIII.30. But who can restrain words once they are conceived? (4.1) There are three kinds of men, different from one another by degrees according to their qualities. There are some who imagine wicked things to say and whom no heavy silence can keep from speech. And there are those who think of wickedness but restrain themselves with forceful silence. And there are some who are strengthened by the habit of virtue and have reached that height on which they never even think in their hearts of wicked things to repress and keep silent about. We see what category Eliphaz belongs to, because he cannot keep the speech he has conceived to himself. In this way he indicates that he knows he is going to give offense by his speech. And he would not have wished to restrain the words he cannot check, if he did not know the wounds they would inflict. Good men rein in the heedless word with the bridle of counsel and they take great care against letting loose the tongue's wantonness and wounding the hearers' conscience with careless speech. So it is well said through Solomon, "Who looses the water is the source of strife." For water is loosed when the flow of the tongue is unchecked; the one who looses the water is made the source of strife, because the origin of discord is supplied by carelessness of speech. Wicked men are light of thought and headlong in speech, never thinking to keep silent and think over what they say. But what such a flighty conscience imagines, the flightier tongue publishes immediately. So now Eliphaz knows from his own experience what he predicates hopelessly of all men, saying, "But who can restrain words once they are conceived?" XIV.31. Lo, you have taught many people, and strengthened weary hands. Your words have fortified the indecisive, and you have comforted trembling knees. (4.3-4) If the historical text is studied, the reader takes great profit from seeing that the quarreling friends, accusing Job with wounding charges of vice, also bring forth testimony to his virtues. There is never so strong a witness for a life as the praise of one who means to accuse. Let us consider then the heights achieved by this man, teaching the ignorant, strengthening the weary, fortifying the indecisive amid all the cares of his household, with all his wealth to look after, with his children to care for, with all the demands on his energy, still giving himself to the instruction of others. Busy with all these things, he still freely served in the office of teacher: he governed temporal affairs and preached eternity; he showed righteousness of life by his deeds and urged it by his words. But heretics, or any wicked men, when they mention the virtues of the just, try to turn them into material for accusations. So Eliphaz takes this opportunity to attack blessed Job for the things he has been praising. XV.32. But now a blow has befallen you and you have failed; it has touched you and you are in turmoil. (4.5) Wicked men attack the life of the good in two ways, claiming either that they have spoken wrongly or that they have failed to live up to what they have said. So blessed Job later will be accused by his friends for what he says; but here he is charged with not having kept to his word when his word was right. Sometimes the words of the just, and sometimes their deeds, are attacked by the reprobate, to make them either fall silent in the face of abuse or succumb to a life of blameworthiness, convicted by the testimony of their own words. And note that first they praise his speech and only later complain about the weakness of his life. Wicked men, fearing they may be publicly seen to be bad, speak well of the just sometimes, when they know that what they say is already known to others. But as we have said, they use this to increase the burden of their accusations and expect their criticism to be believed because they have also spoken in praise. By seeming to praise goodness devotedly, they succeed all the more in presenting charges of evil as if true. They use the language of praise in the service of defamation, wounding the righteous just where a little earlier they had been superficially offering praise. But often they first despise the goodness of the just, then make believe that it has vanished and complain of the loss. So Eliphaz counts up the virtues of the holy man which he claims have been lost, then adds: XVI.33. Your fear, your strength, your patience, and the perfection of your ways. (4.6) He adds this all to his earlier statement, "But now a blow has befallen you and you have failed; it has touched you and you are in turmoil." He claims that all Job's virtues have vanished at once, blaming Job himself that he lies there hounded by the lash. But note carefully that though his charges are inappropriate, he still catalogues the virtues in a fitting order. He distinguishes four stages of the virtues of Job's life, connnecting strength to fear, patience to strength, and perfection to patience. We begin on God's way with fear and end with strength. Just as in the world's way, audacity produces strength, so on God's way audacity produces feebleness; and just as in the world's way, fear produces feebleness, so on God's way fear begets strength, as Solomon attests, saying, "In fear of the Lord is the confidence of strength." The confidence of strength is present in fear of the Lord because our mind despises more vehemently all the fears that arise from temporal things just to the extent that it has truly submitted in fear to the creator of all temporal things. When our mind solidly grounded in fear of the Lord, it finds nothing more to fear, for when it is joined in legitimate fear to the creator of all, it is lifted by his power above all things. But strength is only shown in adversity, so soon patience is called for in the wake of strength. We can show that we have truly attained strength if we bear evil vigorously, for the man whom iniquity from outside could lay low must not have been so strong himself. Whoever cannot bear opposition, lies wounded by the sword of his own faint-heartedness. But because patience begets perfection, perfection of his ways is mentioned immediately after patience. The man who is truly perfect is the one who is not impatient in the face of the imperfection of his neighbor. Whoever abandons his neighbor, unable to bear his imperfection, is his own witness that he has not yet achieved full perfection. So in the gospel Truth says, "By your patience you shall win possession of your souls." How do we possess our souls except by living perfectly in all things, controlling all the motions of the mind from the citadel of virtue? Thus whoever preserves his patience, possesses his soul, for he is made strong against all adversity to the extent that he has controlled himself. By besting himself so laudably, he renders himself unbeatably strong. When he overcomes himself in his pleasures, he prepares himself to face adversity unbeaten. But to this invective, Eliphaz now adds some exhortation: XVII.34. I beseech you to recall what innocent man ever perished, or when the righteous were ever destroyed. (4.7) Whether heretics (whom we have said the friends of Job stand for) or any wicked men make unrestrained rebukes, their exhortations are just as reprehensible. He says, "What innocent man ever perished, or when were the righteous ever destroyed?" But often here the innocent perish and the righteous are wiped out completely; but as they perish, they are preserved to share in eternal glory. For if no innocent man ever perished, the prophet would not have said, "The just man perished and there is no one who thinks twice about it." If God in his providence did not snatch away the righteous, Wisdom would never have said of the just man, "He is snatched away lest malice should taint his understanding." If no punishment ever struck the just, Peter would not have proclaimed, "It is time for judgment to begin with the house of God." It is the truly righteous who, out of love for the home above, are ready to face all the adversities of this life. Whoever fears to suffer adversity here for the sake of the good that is eternal is not really righteous. But Eliphaz does not think that the righteous are destroyed or that the innocent perish here, because often those who serve God not out of hope of celestial glory but to win an earthly reward, create for themselves the thing they seek. And when they make bold to teach and preach a purely earthly kind of contentment, they show by all their deeds what they love. XVIII.35. But instead I have seen those who work iniquity and sow sorrows, and reap them, perish at a breath from God, swallowed up by the spirit of his anger. (4.8-9) We sow sorrows with fraudulent speech; we reap them when our words prevail. Certainly those who do wickedness are sowing sorrows, and they reap their sorrows when they are punished for that wickedness; for the fruit of sorrow is the punishment of damnation. But when it is immediately added that those who sow and reap sorrows perish at a breath from God and are swallowed up by the spirit of his wrath, we see that in this place the reaping of sorrow is not taken as the punishment but as the complete achievement of wickedness, for the penalty of that harvest is brought down by the spirit of divine wrath. So they sow their sorrows and they reap them here, because what they do is wrong, and they prosper in their wrongfulness. But it is said of the wicked man through the psalmist, "His ways are tainted for all time; let your judgments be taken away from his face, let him lord it over all his enemies"--of whom it is said a little later, "Labor and sorrow beneath his tongue." Thus he sows sorrows when he does wrong, and he reaps them when he prospers in this world from his perversity. So how do those who are allowed to continue here for a longer time, and more happily, than the just, perish at a breath from God? Of them it is said again through the psalmist, "They are not among the labors of men and they are not punished with men." So Jeremiah says, "Wherefore does the way of the impious prosper?" Because, as it is written: "The Lord is patient in repaying:" often he tolerates for a long time those whom he damns forever, but sometimes he strikes hastily, when he hurries to console the weakness of the innocent. Sometimes therefore almighty God allows the unjust to prevail for a long time so that the life of the just may be purged clean, but sometimes he swiftly slays the unjust to strengthen the hearts of the innocent at their passing. For if now he struck down all those who worked ill, on whom would the last judgment be passed? But if he smote none of them at all, who would have believed that God cares for human affairs? Sometimes, therefore, he strikes the unjust to show that he does not leave wickedness unavenged, but sometimes he bears with the wicked for a long time to suggest to those who think of these things the judgment for which he is reserving them. 36. So if this sentence of destruction pronounced upon the unjust is not spoken generally of all men at the end of the present age, it is by and large without force and truth; but then it will be a true sentence, when there is no longer any postponement left for iniquity. This is perhaps the more correct way to understand it, for neither do the innocent perish nor do the righteous meet destruction: even if the flesh is worn down here, in the sight of the eternal judge it is restored to true health; and those who sow sorrows and reap them perish at a breath from God because the more perversely they advance in wickedness here, the more harshly they will be struck with the damnation to follow. But since it is prefaced to this statement, "Recall," it is clear that he is calling to mind some past event, not prophesying the future. Eliphaz would speak more truly if he believed that these things would afflict the unjust generally at the last punishment. 37. But it is important that we examine carefully what it means to speak of God's breath. When we breathe, we draw air in from outside and then restore what we have drawn in by exhaling. God, then, is said to breathe retribution and revenge because he conceives the judgment of his counsel within based on causes drawn from without, and from this inner counsel he sends forth his judgment to those outside. Something is drawn in from outside, as if God were breathing, when he sees our wickedness outwardly and arranges his judgment inwardly. And again breath is sent out from within, as if God were breathing, when he conceives counsel within and sends forth the judgment of damnation. It is well said therefore that whoever sows sorrows perishes at a breath of God, because to the extent they act wickedly outwardly, they are rightly smitten within. Certainly when God is said to breathe (because mention is immediately made of the spirit of his wrath) the punishment itself can be taken as intended by the mention of his breath. When we are angry, we are inflamed with the breath of fury; so to reveal the Lord thinking of punishment, he is said to have breathed in his wrath. It is not that he suffers any change or mutability in his nature but, for all his long patience, when the sinner finally receives his punishment the God who is tranquil in himself seems stormy to those who perish. The reprobate mind, seeing the judge hostile to its acts, thinks that the judge is upset, while in the sight of the judge it is the mind itself that is upset by its crime. But after Eliphaz has given expression to this mild astonishment, he adds open words of rebuke, saying, XIX.38. The roar of the lion and the voice of the lioness, and the teeth of the lion cubs are ground down. (4.10) What is the roar of the lion if not, as we suggested a little earlier, the man's sternness? What is the voice of the lioness but the chattering of the wife? What are the teeth of the cubs if not the children's ravenous hunger? For this mention of teeth indicates that the children died when they were feasting. The unyielding Eliphaz rejoices over their grinding down as if proclaiming that they were justly condemned. He then doubled the harshness of his attack by adding, XX.39. The tiger perished because he had no prey, and the lion cubs are scattered. (4.11) Who can he be suggesting, with the tiger's name, to be of various colors, if not blessed Job, whom he accuses of being marked with the spots of hypocrisy? Every hypocrite wishes to seem righteous but cannot show himself clean in all things. Though his hypocrisy pretends certain virtues and gives way secretly to the vices, suddenly some of those hidden vices will break out in the open and by their irregularity show that the mottled coat of hypocrisy is just a cover put on to obstruct the vision. It is often then a matter of remark that a man who is distinguished for great virtues should also be stained by many reprobate acts. But every hypocrite is a tiger because the pure color that hypocrisy pretends is varied by black outbreaks of vice. Often, for example, a man is praised for the purity of his chastity, but is stained with the filth of avarice. Often someone is seen displaying the virtue of generosity, but is befouled with spots of lust. Often a man is dressed in a fine show of chastity and generosity but is darkened over with atrocious cruelty masquerading as zealous justice. Often generosity, chastity and compassion are laid on to make a fair appearance, but are blotched by a mixture of the darkness of pride. And so it happens that the hypocrite does not show a pure appearance in himself, what with his intermixture of vices, just as the tiger is unable to show a solid color on his pelt. The hypocrite snatches his prey like a tiger, when he claims the glory of human applause for himself. He rejoices in this stolen praise the way a tiger gluts himself on his prey. (Praise is fittingly described as the prey of the hypocrites, for prey, or booty, is the result of taking what is another's.) But every hypocrite, by pretending to lead a life of justice, is snatching for himself the praise of the just, and surely what he takes is another's. So Eliphaz, because he knew that blessed Job had done praiseworthy things in the days when he was yet untouched, believed that he had only done those things as a hypocrite, letting them go when trouble struck, so he says, "The tiger perished because he had no prey." As if to say: 'The spottedness of your hypocrisy is wiped out because the adulation of praise is taken away; and now your hypocrisy does not have its prey because it was struck by God and no longer enjoys the applause of men.' 40. But in the translation of the seventy interpreters it does not say "the tiger" but "the ant-lion perished because it had no prey." The ant-lion is a very small animal, enemy of the ant, which hides itself under the sand and kills ants carrying bits of grain, and then eats the ants. Ant-lion is said in Latin to be either "lion of ants" or at least, more precisely, "both ant and lion." It is rightly said to be both ant and lion, because by comparison to flying things, or to other small animals, it is an ant, but to the ants it is a lion. It devours them like a lion, but it is devoured by the other animals like an ant. When therefore Eliphaz says, "The ant-lion perished," what is he attacking in blessed Job under this name if not both fear and boldness? As if to say openly: 'You have not been struck unjustly, because you are timid against the strong, but bold against the weak.' As if to say openly: 'Against the clever, fear restrained you, but against the simple, cockiness puffed you up. But the ant-lion does not have its prey because your timid pride is beset by blows and kept from wounding others.' But because we said the friends of blessed Job stood for heretics, it is important for us to say how these words of Eliphaz can be interpreted allegorically. XXI.41. The roar of the lion and the voice of the lioness, and the teeth of the lion cubs are ground down. (4.10) Because the nature of any particular thing is made up of diverse elements, in sacred scripture one thing can legitimately signify various other things. The lion has strength, but also savagery: by his strength he stands for the Lord, by his savagery the devil. So it is said of the Lord, "The lion of the tribe of Judah has conquered, the root of David." And it is written of the devil, "Your adversary has circled like a lion roaring, seeking someone to devour." The name of the lioness sometimes indicates the holy church, sometimes Babylon. For boldness against adversity, the church is called a lioness, as in blessed Job's own words when he speaks of Judea abandoned by the church, then says, "The sons of the peddlers have not trampled it, nor has the lioness passed through it." But sometimes the name of the lioness stands for the city of this world, that is, Babylon, which rages with immense cruelty against the life of the innocent, which joins with the ancient enemy as if coupled with a savage lion, taking the seed of his wicked temptation and bearing reprobate sons from itself like the devil, as if they were nasty lion cubs. But lion cubs are the reprobate people sired to a wicked life by the sins of evil spirits. All together they make up the city of this world we mentioned, this Babylon, and yet these individual sons of Babylon are not the lioness herself but her cubs. Just as the whole church is called Zion and the individual saints are called sons of Zion, so also the reprobate individuals are called the sons of Babylon, and Babylon itself stands for all of them together. 42. But holy men, as long as they are in this life, watch over themselves with care and circumspection, lest the lion on the prowl should creep up on them, that is, lest the ancient enemy lurking under some pretense of virtue should kill them. They watch that the voice of the lioness not sound in their ears, that is, that the glory of Babylon not turn their hearts away from love of the celestial home. They watch that the teeth of the cubs not bite them, that is, that they not allow the reprobate to find a place in their hearts with their enticements. On the other hand, the heretics are already confident of their own holiness, because they think that the merits of their life have already overcome everything. So it is now said, "The roar of the lion and the voice of the lioness, and the teeth of the lion cubs are ground down." As if to say openly: 'We are worn down by no whips because we have trampled the strength of the ancient enemy, and the lust for earthly glory, and the enticements of all the reprobate with the triumphant merits of our life.' XXII.43. The tiger perished because he had no prey, and the lion cubs are scattered. (4.11) The name of the tiger means the same thing indicated by mention of the lion, for Satan is called a lion for his cruelty, and for the variousness of his manifold cleverness he is not inaptly called a tiger. Sometimes he presents himself, ruined as he is, to human senses and sometimes he presents himself as if he were an angel of light. Sometimes he tempts the minds of the foolish with blandishments, sometimes leads them to sin through fear. Sometimes he openly tries to woo us to vice, sometimes he covers his suggestions with an appearance of virtue. This beast spotted with such diversity is rightly called a tiger, though called by the seventy interpreters as we said before, an ant-lion. That animal hides in the dust, as we said, to kill ants carrying bits of grain. So also the apostate angel, cast down on earth from heaven, ambushes the minds of the just as they prepare for themselves nourishment on the path leading to good works. And when he defeats them from ambush, he is like an ant-lion unexpectedly killing ants bearing grain. But he is rightly called an ant-lion, that is lion-and-ant: for he is a lion to the ants, but to the birds a mere ant, because to those who yield to him the ancient enemy is strong, but to those who resist him he is feeble. If his suggestions find assent, he is as unstoppable as the lion; but if they are resisted, he is stepped on like an ant. To some therefore he is a lion, to others an ant. Minds devoted to the flesh can scarcely endure his cruelty, while spiritual minds step on his weakness with the foot of virtue. So heretics, because they take pride in their presumed holiness, say as if rejoicing, "The ant-lion," or at least, "The tiger perished, because he had no prey." As if to say openly: 'The old adversary does not have prey in us because for our purposes he already lies beaten.' So he is mentioned again with the name of ant-lion or tiger because he had already been said to be trampled on in the roar of the lion: for whatever is said out of joy is often repeated. The soul doubles its voices when it rejoices. So in true joy the psalmist often repeats that he knows he has been heard, saying, "The Lord has heard the voice of my weeping; the Lord has heard my prayer; the Lord has accepted my pleading." 44. But holy men, when they are happy to have escaped from certain vices, chasten themselves with a great fear in the midst of their happiness: for even if they have been snatched from the gusts of one storm, they know that they are still adrift on the fickle waves of an unreliable sea. They rejoice in hope to tremble in fear, and tremble in fear to rejoice in the confidence of hope. So it is said through the same psalmist, "Serve the Lord with fear, and rejoice in him with fear." On the other hand, there are those who are swollen up with the appearance of holiness; when they overcome some one vice, soon they prop up their mind with pride and boast as though of the perfection of their whole life. And because they have been perhaps snatched from the danger of the storm this one time, they forget that they are still journeying at sea. They think they are great in all things and think that they have overcome the ancient enemy once and for all. They think that all others are beneath them because they think that they have surpassed one and all in their wisdom. So our text then reads, XXIII.45. Then a hidden word was spoken to me. (4.12) Heretics pretend they hear a hidden word, in order to cast a veil of reverence over their preaching in the minds of their hearers. So they preach to make their preaching seem to be as holy as it is obscure. They shun ordinary knowledge lest they might seem no different from others. They are always looking for new doctrines which others do not know, so that they can boast of themselves to less clever minds for their unique knowledge. They claim their knowledge is hidden, so that they can claim to have come by it secretly in order to be able to work wonders. So in Solomon there is a woman who stands for the heretics, saying, "Stolen waters are sweeter and the hidden bread is sweeter." So this also is added: And like a thief my ear gathered in the stream of its whisper. (4.12) They gather in the stream of the whisper like a thief, because they lose the benefits of knowledge shared with others and approach their doctrines without entering through the door, as the Lord attests and says, "Whoever does not enter through the door into the sheepfold, but climbs in from some other direction, he is a thief and a robber." The man who wants to learn of the power of God but who avoids the open door of public preaching and seeks gaps in the wall for his wicked mind is the one who gathers in the streams of the divine whisper like a thief. But because the thief and robber, who comes in from some other direction both loves darkness and hates bright light, it is rightly added, XXIV.46. In the fright of a night vision when sleep usually covers men. (4.13) Often heretics who try to utter loftier doctrines are themselves the witnesses that they are saying things that are untrue, for in a night vision we do not see clearly. They say that they have picked up little glimmers of whisper in the fright of a night vision because they claim that they can scarcely grasp themselves the things they pass on to others as if lofty and true. Thus we should observe how clear and certain these things can be to the hearers, when they barely see them themselves. There is a wonderful pattern to the way they proclaim lofty things and show themselves foolish in the process, tangled up in the words of their own supposed exaltation. But what follows shows just how far they are puffed up with their unique knowledge: "when sleep usually covers men." This is as if it were said openly by the heretics, 'When men sleep below, we keep watch to grasp what is from above, because we know those things which other men, sluggish of heart, fail to reach for and grasp.' As if to say openly, 'Where our understanding lifts itself up, the sense of other men sleeps on.' But sometimes when they see that they are despised by their audience, they pretend to be afraid themselves of what they say. So it follows: XXV.47. Fear held me, and trembling, and all my bones were terrified. (4.14) Because they want their exalted doctrines to make them seem wonderful to others, they make as if to fear what they have imagined. Since it is easier to hear than to speak, they are eager to bring forth teachings they then pretend they can bearly stand to hear themselves. So it is added further, XXVI.48. And when the spirit passed by in my presence, the hair of my flesh stood on end. Someone stood there whose face I did not know. (4.15-16) To show that they have known things that are incomprehensible, they claim that the spirit did not stand still but passed by them. They pretend not to have recognized the face so that they can claim to be known to him who lies beyond the human power of comprehension. XXVII.49. His image before my eyes, and I heard a voice like a soft breeze. (4.16) Often heretics create for themselves an image of the God they cannot see in the spirit and they testify to having heard his voice like a soft breeze, because they want to rejoice in knowing his secrets, as if they were closer to God than others. They do not teach the things that God says publicly, but things that have been breathed into their ears as if secretly. We say these things therefore to indicate what must be understood in the words of Eliphaz under the appearance of heresy. But because the friends of blessed Job would not have been friends of such a man if they had not clearly learned something of the truth, however much they should be in error about their abusive criticism of Job, they do not altogether totter and fall in their knowledge of truth. So let us repeat these words from a little before so that we may understand precisely how the things they have said about how to grasp the truth can be spoken truthfully by those whose thoughts are right. Sometimes, of course, heretics say things that are true and sublime, not because they have received them from God but because they have learned them in quarreling with the church. They take them not for the improvement of their own conscience but to display their own knowledge. So it often happens that they know how to say high truths but do not know how to live the truth they speak. Whether therefore we take them as heretics, who have the words but not the ways of knowledge, or simply as friends of blessed Job, who certainly could have experienced something of the truth which he sought to proclaim, let us go over the things again we have already rushed through, considering them now more carefully. Thus when the words of Eliphaz are more carefully discussed, it will be shown how great was his knowledge, even though he did not maintain humility in his knowledge, claiming for himself particularly a gift that belongs to all. For he says, XXVIII.50. Then a hidden word was spoken to me. (4.12) The hidden word is the invisible son of whom John speaks, "In the beginning was the Word." He himself indicates that it was hidden when he adds, "And the Word was with God and God was the Word." But this hidden word is spoken to the minds of the elect when the power of the only-begotten son is manifested to those who believe. But the hidden word can also be taken as the language of inner inspiration, of which John says, "His anointing teaches you about all things." This inspiration touches the human mind and lifts it up and represses worldly thoughts, inflaming it with eternal longings to such an extent that nothing more will be pleasing to it except the things that are above, and that it will despise all the clamoring things here below that take their origins from the corruption of humanity. To hear the hidden word therefore is to conceive the language of the holy spirit in the heart. This language cannot be known except by one who is capable of possessing it. So in the voice of Truth it is said of this hidden speech, "I shall ask the Father and he will give another Paraclete to you, to abide with you forever, the spirit of truth which the world cannot receive." Just as this Paraclete, the other consoler of the human race after the ascension of the Mediator, is invisible in himself, so he fires every person he fills with desire for invisible things. And since worldly hearts love only the things they can see, the world does not receive this comforter because it does not rise to the love of what is unseen. Worldly minds let themselves go abroad in their desires and thus close up their hearts to his coming. And since there are few indeed among the human race who are cleansed of the taint of earthly desires and thus lie open to receive the holy spirit after this purgation, this word is said to be hidden, because it is conceived in the heart of a few, but unknown by the greatest part of mankind. At least this breathing of the holy spirit is a hidden word, because it can be felt but cannot be expressed in the noises of speech. Since therefore divine inspiration lifts up the mind without such noise, a hidden word is heard because the word of the spirit sounds silently in the ear of the heart. XXIX.51. And like a thief my ear gathered in the stream of his whisper. (4.12) The ear of the heart gathers in the streams of heavenly whisper like a thief because when the mind is breathed upon it grasps the subtlety of inner speech quickly and secretly. Unless it hides itself from outward desires, it will not penetrate what lies within. It is hidden away to hear, and it hears to be hidden away. It withdraws from what is visible to see what is invisible, and once filled with what is invisible it learns to despise what is visible absolutely. Note that he does not say, "As if furtively my ear took in his whisper," but "the streams of his whisper." The whisper of the hidden word is the language of interior inspiration, but the streams of his whisper are the sources and the channels by which this inspiration is led to the mind. God opens the streams of his whisper to us when he indicates to us in a hidden way how he reaches the ear of our understanding. Sometimes he fills us with the compunction of love, sometimes with that of fear. Sometimes he shows how empty present things are and stirs our desire to the love of what is eternal; sometimes first he reveals eternal things so that afterwards earthly things will seem cheap by comparison; sometimes he reveals our sins to us and leads even to the point of grieving for others' sins; sometimes he reveals others' sins to our gaze and uses the compunction this creates in a wonderful way to correct us from our own wickedness. To hear, therefore, the streams of the divine whisper like a thief is to recognize the hidden paths of divine inspiration working subtly and secretly. 52. But we can also take this whisper, or the streams of whisper, in another way. Whoever whispers is speaking secretly, and does not produce a voice but imitates one. Insofar as we are burdened with the corruption of the flesh, we see the clarity of divine power in a way nothing like its own intrinsic unchangeability, because the vision of our weakness cannot bear to see what shines unbearably upon us from the radiance of his eternity. So when God displays himself to us through the little chinks of contemplation, he is not really speaking to us, but whispering, for even if he does not make himself known fully, he is still revealing something of himself to the human mind. But he will not whisper at all but speak openly when his true appearance is revealed to us. This is what Truth says in the Gospel, "I shall speak to you openly of the Father." So John says, "We shall see him as he is." So Paul says, "Then I shall know him just as I am known." But now the divine whisper comes to us by as many streams as it has created works over which divine power presides. When we see all the things that are created, we are swept up in admiration of their creator. Just as water flows along gently and finds more water leaking out in little streams, so that it may be increased and pour itself out more abundantly, insofar as it finds broader streams for itself; so when we earnestly gather knowledge of divinity from our consideration of creation, we are opening streams to ourselves for his whisper, for insofar as we see what is created, we admire the power of the creator. Through those things that are seen openly, what lies hidden comes forth to us. It is as if he broke out to make a sound for us when he shows us his works to be regarded, works in which he shows us himself as he is, showing us how incomprehensible he is. Because therefore we cannot imagine him as he is, we do not hear his voice but scarcely his whisper. Because we are unable to value fully even the things that are created, it is rightly said, "And like a thief my ear gathered in the streams of his whisper." Cast out from the joys of paradise and compelled to pay the penalty of blindness, we scarcely grasp the streams of his whispers, for we consider even his wondrous works feebly and fleetingly. We must recognize that insofar as the mind is lifted up to consider his power, it shrinks back in fear of his strength. So it is rightly added: XXX.53. In the fright of a night vision. (4.13) The fright of a night vision is the fear we find in secret contemplation. The human mind, as it rises higher to contemplate what is eternal, trembles and fears the worse for its worldly deeds. It sees its own guilt the more clearly, seeing how it has been at odds with that light that shines above upon it. When that light then shines, the mind fears more because it sees better how far it has fallen out of harmony with the rule of truth. Its own progress shakes it with great fear, though it never looked on the world before with anything but placid calm. However great its growth and progress in virtue, it grasps nothing yet clearly of eternity, but still sees it through a mist of images: so it speaks here of a night vision. As we said before, in the night we see dimly, but in the day clearly and steadily. So because the cloud of our corruption interposes itself against the ray of the sun within when we look to contemplate it, and since that light cannot penetrate to the weak eyes of our mind with all its unchangeable perfection, we still see God as if in a night vision, for without a doubt we are fogged in by an imperfect contemplation. But though the mind may imagine some small piece of the light, by comparison with the full magnitude of the light it is frightened and fears the more because it senses itself unequal to go where its contemplation leads. So it falls back on itself, loving God more ardently even while unable to bear his wonderful sweetness, scarcely tasting it as if in a dark vision. But because it would not reach even this height unless it had first repressed the noisy crowd of insistent desires of the flesh, it is rightly added: XXXI.54. When sleep usually covers men. (4.13) Whoever seeks to be about the world's business is like a man awake. But whoever seeks repose within and flees the clamor of this world is like a man sleeping. But we must recognize that sleep can be taken figuratively three different ways in sacred scripture. Sometimes it stands for the death of the flesh, sometimes the idleness of sloth, and sometimes, when earthly desires are surmounted, peaceful life. The death of the flesh is intimated by mention of sleep (or falling asleep), when Paul says, "We do not want you, brethren, to be ignorant concerning those who have fallen asleep." And a little later: "So also God shall lead out with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him." Again, sleep stands for the idleness of sloth, as is said by the same Paul, "Now is the hour for us to rise from sleep." And again: "Awaken ye just, and do not sin." When earthly desires are surmounted, sleep stands for peaceful life, as is said in the voice of the bride in the Song of Songs: "I sleep and my heart keeps watch." The holy mind knows what is within more truly because it keeps check on the clamor of worldly concupiscence, and it keeps watch more alertly over what is within the more it conceals itself from disturbances outside. This is well symbolized by Jacob sleeping on the road, who put a stone under his head and slept. He saw a ladder reaching from earth to heaven, and the Lord leaning on the top of the ladder, and angels going up and coming down. To sleep on the road is to find respite from the love of worldly things while still on the journey of this life. To sleep on the road is to close the eyes of the mind to the desire to see worldly things while our days slide past. The seducer opened the eyes of the first men to these things, when he said, "For God knows that on whatever day you eat of it, you eyes will be opened." So a little later is added, "She took of its fruit and ate; and she gave to her husband, who ate it, and the eyes of both were opened." Guilt opened the eyes of concupiscence, which innocence had kept closed. To see angels going up and coming down is to contemplate the citizens of our home above, by turns clinging with great love to their creator above themselves and then descending with compassion and charity to care for our weakness. 55. We should especially note that Jacob saw angels in his sleep when he had placed his head upon a stone. He rested from external activity and looked within, looking with all his mind (the mind is the chief part of a man) to imitate his redeemer. Thus to place our head on a stone is to cling to Christ in the mind. Whoever is separated from the business of the present life but is not carried away to what is above by any genuine love, can surely sleep but never sees angels because he refuses to put his head upon a stone. There are some who flee the world's business, but are distinguished for no virtues of their own. They sleep not for any good reason but out of laziness, and so they do not see what is within because they place their head not on a stone but on the ground. It often happens to them that the more confidently they withdraw from outward activity, the more abundantly they pile up for themselves a mass of unclean thoughts in their leisure. So it is that under the name of Judea the lazy soul in its idleness is bewailed by the prophet when he says, "Enemies have seen her and made mock of her sabbath." The law commanded they rest from work on the sabbath: enemies seeing the sabbath made mock of it, when evil spirits took advantage of that idleness to lead them to improper thoughts. A mind is believed to serve God to the extent that it holds itself aloof from worldly business, but in fact it enslaves itself even more to the world's tyranny when it thinks thoughts it should not. But holy men, because they fall asleep in virtue, not in idleness, are more laborious in their sleep than if they stayed awake. Insofar as they abandon and transcend the business of this world, they engage in mighty battle against themselves every day, lest the mind grow lazy through negligence, lest it should grow cold in its idleness and be driven to impure desires, lest it should become more heated even with good desires than is proper, lest it should grow lax with itself on a pretext of using discernment to keep from excess in the search for perfection. Wide awake is the sleeper who does these things, withdrawing completely from the restless concupiscence of this world and seeking rest to concentrate on the virtues. He cannot come to contemplate what is within unless he withdraws carefully from the things that ensnare him outwardly. Thus it is that Truth says itself, "No man can serve two masters." So Paul says, "No man in service to God involves himself in secular business if he is to please the one who has recruited him." So the Lord admonishes, saying through the prophet, "Keep still, and see that I am God." Because therefore we never learn what is within unless we withdraw from outward entanglements, the text here expresses well the time for divine whisper and the hidden word, when it says, "In the fright of a night vision, when sleep usually covers men, " for our mind is never carried along to share in interior contemplation unless it is first deliberately put to sleep in the face of the hubbub of temporal desires. But the human soul, lifted up by the mechanism of divine contemplation, fears for itself all the more terribly, just as it begins to see the things above it; so it is rightly added: XXXII.56. Fear held me, and trembling, and all my bones were terrified. (4.14) Are these bones anything but mighty deeds? Of them it is said through the prophet, "The Lord watched over all their bones." Often men think the things they do are of some importance because they know nothing of the subtlety and severity of the one who judges within. But when they are snatched up in contemplation and see what is above, their confidence and presumption turn to water. They quaver in the sight of God because they no longer think their good deeds are worthy of the judgment of the one they now behold. So it is that the man who had made some progress in doing mighty deeds was filled with the spirit and cried out, "All my bones shall say, 'Lord, who is like to you?'" As if to say: 'My flesh is speechless, because my weakness is entirely silent in your presence; but my bones proclaim the praise of your greatness, because they also tremble at the thought of you, though I had thought them the strongest part of me.' So it is that Manue, trembling at the sight of an angel, says, "We will die the death, for we have seen the Lord." His wife immediately consoled him, saying, "If the Lord had wished to kill us, he would not have taken holocaust and libations from our hands." Why does the man become timid and the woman bold at the sight of the angel if not because as often as heavenly things are shown to us, the spirit smites itself with fear but hope still manages to be presumptuous? Hope stirs itself to dare greater things just when the spirit is troubled, because it is the first to see the things above. So when the mind rises up to see the highest secrets of heaven, and all the strength of human force trembles, it is now rightly said, "Fear held me, and trembling, and all my bones were terrified." As if to say: 'When I grasp the subtlest secrets within, then in the presence of the judge I shake and quiver just in the limbs I had thought strongest.' Considering the severity of divine justice, we rightly fear even for deeds we thought we had performed with real strength. When our righteousness is compared to the standards of the judge who judges within and comes in all severity, our righteousness is at variance, with all its foldings and twistings, with the true inner righteousness. Paul saw that he had the "bones" of virtue and still felt them tremble at the coming judgment, and he said, "It is of no importance that I might be judged by you, or on the day of man. But I do not judge myself either; for I know nothing against myself." But because he had heard the streams of the divine whisper and his bones were trembling, he then added, "But not for this reason am I justified. The one who judges me is the Lord." As if to say: 'I recall having done what is right, but I do not presume upon my merits, for our life is coming to be judged by that one before whom our bones and our strength are put in turmoil.' 57. But when the mind is suspended in contemplation, when it transcends the limitations of the flesh, when it sees a little of the freedom and security that lie within through the power of its gaze, it cannot stand there still for long. Even if the spirit leads the mind to the heights, still the flesh presses it down with the weight of its corruption. So it is added, XXXIII.58. And when the spirit passed by in my presence, the hair of my flesh stood on end. (4.15) The spirit passes by in our presence when we come to know what is invisible yet still see these things not solidly, but just at a glance. Nor does the mind stay fixed in the sweetness of inner contemplation for a long time, because it is driven back by the magnitude of that light and comes to itself. When it tastes the sweetness within, it burns with love and it struggles to go above itself, but it breaks and falls back to the darkness of its weakness. As it goes on, full of great virtue, it sees that it cannot see what it loves ardently, though it would not love so ardently if it did not see just a little. So the spirit does not stand still but passes by, because our contemplation opens a line to the light above for our eagerness and just as quickly hides it from our weakness. However much progress virtue makes in this life, it still feels the sting of its own corruption: "For the corruptible body weighs down the spirit; our earthly dwelling is a burden on the mind thinking of many things." It is rightly added, "The hair of my flesh stood on end." 59. The hairs of the flesh are the superfluities of human corruption. The hair of the flesh stands for the thoughts of the old life, which we cut away from our mind in such a way that we feel no pain at their loss. So it is well said through Moses, the Levites "shave all the hair of their flesh." Now "Levite" is translated "taken up." A Levite must shave all the hair of his flesh because one who is "taken up" to serve the Lord must appear in the eyes of God cleansed of all thoughts of the flesh, lest his mind should bring forth illicit thoughts and render the fair face of the soul unpleasant as though bristling with hairs. But as we said, however far the virtue of a holy life leads anyone on, still there comes to him something of the old life that must be borne with. So even the Levites are commanded to shave the hair and not to pluck it out. With shaven hair, the roots remain in the flesh and grow again to be cut again, because though our useless thoughts are cut away with great zeal, still they cannot be entirely uprooted. Often the flesh gives birth to useless things which the spirit immediately cuts away with the iron/sword of care. But we see these things more clearly in ourselves when we reach the heights of contemplation. So now it is rightly said, "When the spirit passed in my presence, the hair of my flesh stood on end." 60. The human mind, lifted to the citadel of contemplation, grows more ashamed of its useless thoughts because it sees more clearly the subtle nature of what it loves. And when it sees that what it longs for above is beautiful, it judges severely whatever weakness it had formerly tolerated calmly in itself. When the spirit passes by, the hairs stand on end, because in the face of compunction's power useless thoughts fly away to leave nothing dissolute, nothing disorderly that might please the mind. The severity of the inner experience of the spirit's presence inflames and inspires the mind against itself. And when the heart's illicit progeny is cut back by our constant watchfulness, it often happens that the mind is enlivened to spread the light of its contemplation more widely abroad, and almost succeeds in making the spirit, that passes by, stand still. Even when contemplation makes the spirit tarry, the power of divinity is not revealed completely because its immensity transcends all the power of humankind, no matter how aided and enhanced. So it is well added, XXXIV.61. Someone stood there whose face I did not know. (4.16) We do not say "someone" except of a person we do not wish to name, or whom we cannot name. But the sense here of "someone" in this place is made clear when it immediately follows, "Whose face I did not know." The human soul, banished from the joys of paradise by the sin of the first humans, lost the light of invisible things and gave itself over totally to the love of visible things. It is blinded in its inner vision just insofar as it is given over to the world outside in deformity. So it happens that it knows nothing but those things it can, so to speak, touch with the eyes of the body. If we had chosen to keep the commandment, we would have been spiritual even in the flesh, but by sin we have been made even carnal in the mind, to think only of those things which we can bring to the mind through bodily images. The mind grows gross and unsubtle for inner vision when it delights to give itself entirely and ceaselessly to gazing on the bodily forms of heaven, of earth, of waters, of animals, and all things visible. Because it cannot any longer lift itself to the highest things, it gladly lies here among the lowest. But when it struggles with marvelous efforts to rise from these things, it is a great thing if the soul is led to know itself, with bodily images shut out for a moment. If it can imagine itself without a bodily image and think of itself, it has made for itself a way to consider the substance of eternity. 62. In this way the soul makes a kind of ladder for itself, by which it ascends from what is outside, passing into itself, and then passes on beyond itself to its creator. When the mind abandons corporeal images and comes into itself, it rises not a little. But though the soul is not a body, yet it still clings to a body, and is recognized by the fact that it is limited to the body's place. When it forgets what it knew, when it knows what it had not known, when it remembers things it had forgot, when it finds gladness after sorrow, when it is pained after being happy, it reveals by its own variousness how different it is from the substance of the eternal immutability that is always the same, everywhere present, everywhere invisible, everywhere entire, everywhere incomprehensible, seen without looking by the mind that pants for it, heard without any ambiguity, received without any movement, touched without a body, possessed and held without place or space. When the mind that is used to bodily things tries to think about such a substance, it has to endure various fantastic images. When discernment reaches in and pushes these images away from the mind's eye, putting this substance ahead of everything else, it catches sight of it a little. If it does not yet grasp what it is, it knows already what it is not. So because the mind is swept up into unfamiliar regions when it seeks the essence of divinity, it is rightly now said, "Someone stood there whose face I did not know." 63. Well said, "stood." Every creature, because it is made of nothing and left to itself reaches out towards nothingness, does not have the capacity to stand, but only to flow away. But a rational creature is fixed in place, to keep it from passing away to nothingness, by its having been created in the image of its creator. But an irrational creature is fixed in no place, but is kept from passing away until it shall have served by its appearance to help fill up the whole of the universe. Even if heaven and earth shall abide afterwards forever, of themselves nevertheless here and now they are heading towards nothingness, but for the benefit of those to whom they serve they may persist, changed for the better. To stand therefore is characteristic only of the creator through whom all things pass, for he does not pass away, and in whom somethings that pass are held back. So our Redeemer, because the nature of his divinity could not be grasped by the human mind, came to us in the flesh, created, born, died, buried, rising, and returning to heaven, to show himself to us as if by passing by. This is well indicated in the gospel when the blind man received the light: when the Redeemer passed by, he let the blind man hear, but when he stood still, he made his eyes whole again. By virtue of his humanity, the Redeemer had the ability to pass by, but the ability to stand through the power of his divinity (which is everywhere). The Lord is said to hear the voices of our blindness as he passes because when he had been made man he took pity on human wretchedness; stopping still he brought back the light because he shines upon the darkness of our weakness through the power of divinity. So it is well said first, "When the spirit passed in my presence," then added, "Someone stood there whose face I did not know." As if to say openly, 'I did not recognize as he passed the one whose passing I felt.' The one who passes is the same one who stands. He passes by because he cannot be recognized and held; but he stands still because insofar as he is recognized he appears unchangeable. Because therefore the one who is always the same is fleetingly glimpsed, God is said at the same time to be passing by and to be standing still. Or certainly at least "standing still" means to suffer no change or variance, as is said to Moses, "I Am Who Am." And James hinted at this, saying, "In his presence there is no metamorphosis, nor the shadow of a change." But because whoever grasps already something of eternity in contemplation beholds it through its equally eternal image, it is rightly added, XXXV.64. His image before my eyes. (4.16) The son is the image of the father, as Moses indicates of the creation of mankind, saying, "God made man in the image of God." And a certain wise man said in the name of wisdom about the same Son: "He is the shining of the eternal light." And Paul says, "For he is the splendor of his glory and the form of his substance." Thus when eternity is seen, insofar as our weakness allows the possibility, his image is presented to the eyes of our mind. When we are truly moving towards the Father, we see him through his image, that is, through the Son, and through the image that is born of him without beginning, we try to see in some way the one who neither begins nor ends. So the same Truth says in the gospel, "No man comes to the father, except through me." XXXVI.65. And I heard a voice like a soft breeze. (4.16) The voice like a soft breeze stands for our knowledge of the holy spirit, which proceeds from the father and, taking its existence from that which is of the Son, is poured out gently into our feeble capacity for knowledge. Coming upon the apostles it was made known through an audible sound as of a great wind, when it is said, "And there came suddenly from heaven a sound like that of a great wind rushing in." When the holy spirit makes itself known to human infirmity it is expressed in the sound of a great wind and the voice of a soft breeze. It is powerful and soft as it comes, soft because it adapts itself to our knowledge and sense so that it can be known at all, but powerful because however it adapts itself, its coming still lightens the blindness of our infirmity and shakes us with its shining. It touches us softly with its light but it strikes our weakness mightily. 66. So the voice of God is heard like a soft breeze because divinity does not reveal itself as it is to those in this life who contemplate it, but shows its brightness a little at a time to the bleary eyes of our mind. This is well indicated in the way the law was received, when it says that Moses went up and the Lord came down to the mountain. The mountain is our contemplation, where we ascend, to be lifted up to see things that are beyond our weakness; but the Lord descends to our contemplation because as we advance he opens a little of himself for our senses to perceive. (If indeed we can speak a "little" of him or "some" of him at all, he who is always one and the same: he cannot be understood in part and yet his faithful are said to have a part in him when his substance allows no division into parts. But because we cannot describe him in perfect language, impeded by the limitations of our humanity as if by the weakness of infancy, we babble and stammer about him just a little.) That we do touch something of the subtlety of the knowledge of eternity, when we are lifted up in great contemplation, is shown in the words of the sacred story when the noble prophet Elias is instructed in knowledge of God. When the Lord promised that he would pass by Elias, he said, "Behold, the Lord passes, a great and mighty wind, overturning mountains and grinding down the rocks before the Lord," then adds, "The Lord is not in the wind; and after the wind a earthquake, but the Lord is not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake, fire, but the Lord is not in the fire; and after the fire, the breath of a gentle breeze." The wind overturned mountains and ground down rocks ahead of the Lord, because the fear of his coming rushed in and cast down the loftiness of our heart and turned its solidity to water. But the Lord is said not to have been present in the wind, the earthquake, the fire, but to be present in the breath of a gentle breeze, because when the mind is suspended in the sublimity of contemplation, whatever it manages to comprehend perfectly is still not God. But for it to catch sight of something subtle, this is to hear of the ungraspable substance of eternity. We hear the breath of a gentle breeze when we catch in the sudden glimpse of contemplation a taste of unbounded truth. Our knowledge of God is true when we realize that we cannot know anything of him fully and perfectly. So it is well added there, "When Elias heard this, he covered his face with his cloak and went in and stood in the mouth of the cave." After the breath of a gentle breeze, the prophet covered his face with a cloak because he recognized how much ignorance still covers man even in the subtlest contemplation of truth. To cover the face with a cloak is to cover the mind with recognition of its weakness, lest it try to seek what is too high for it, and try to cast the eyes of its understanding rashly beyond itself, rather than close them reverently in the face of what it cannot grasp. The man who does this is said to have stood in the mouth of a cave. For what is our cave but this dwelling place of corruption, in which we are held back by some of our old ways? But when we begin to know something of divinity, we are standing in the mouth of our cave. Because we cannot go all the way out, yet still pant after a knowledge of truth, we just catch a little of the breath of liberty. To stand at the entrance of the cave is to begin to go forth to know the truth, having gotten past the obstacle posed by our corruption. So the Israelites saw a cloud descending on the tabernacle from a distance, and seeing this stood at the mouths of their tents, because they, looking upon the coming of God, were already beginning to leave the dwelling of the flesh. Because therefore the human mind, however great the virtue of its effort, scarcely grasps anything of the things that lie deep within, it is now rightly said, "And I heard a voice like a soft breeze." But since knowledge of God reveals itself at least a little to us and instructs our ignorance and weakness towards perfection, so the man who hears the voice of a soft breeze should say something of what he has learned from this hearing. So it follows: XXXVII.67. Shall man be justified by comparison with God? Or will man be more pure than his maker? (4.17) Compared to divine justice, human justice is really injustice, just as a lantern may be seen to shine in the darkness but is itself darkened when placed in the light of the sun. What did Eliphaz learn when he was rapt in contemplation except that man cannot be justified by comparison with God? We think our outward deeds are right when we know nothing of what is within; but when we learn anything of what is within, we no longer judge our other deeds just any way, for the more a man sees the brightness of light, the more carefully he tries to discriminate in the darkness. The man who sees the light knows what to think of darkness. But the man who has never known the brightness of light praises the dark, thinking it light enough. So it goes on appropriately, "Or will man be more pure than his maker?" When a man complains about tribulation, what is he doing but reproaching the justice of the one who strikes him? So a man who complains of the lash thinks himself more pure than his maker. He clearly values himself over his maker when he criticizes the judgment that brings him affliction. In order for a man to keep from criticizing the judge of his guilt, he should think humbly of nature's maker, for the one who made man miraculously out of nothing does not afflict his creature without pity. Eliphaz learned this when he heard the voice like a soft breeze. By considering the greatness of God he learned how humbly he should fear for himself when he receives punishment. Someone who has tasted what is above bears with lesser things calmly, because he has seen fully within how little value he should set on what goes on outside. The man who does not know the rule of the highest righteousness wrongly thinks himself right: often a piece of lumber is thought straight and true if it is not measured against a ruler, but when it is matched to a ruler, we find just how twisted it is: straightness cuts off and rebukes what the eye is deceived by and approves. So Eliphaz, because he had seen what is above, brought forth severe judgment on what was below. And though blessed Job he criticized not rightly, he still describes rightly the nature of created things by comparison with the creator of all things, when he says, XXXVIII.68. Behold, the ones who serve him do not stand fast, and he found wickedness in his angels. How much more shall the ones who dwell in houses of mud, who have a foundation of earth, be eaten up as if by moths? (4.18-19) Even when angelic nature clings to contemplation of its creator and abides forever unchangeably in its original state, still it suffers some alternation of changeableness in itself for the mere fact that it is a created being. But to be changed from one thing to another is to be intrinsically unstable. Everything tends to become something else to the extent that it is subject to the movements of mutability. Only the nature that is incomprehensible is unable to be moved from its original state, not knowing how to change because it is always the same. If angelic substance had been entirely untouched by mutability, it would never have fallen, as the reprobate spirits did, from the citadel of its blessedness, having been created good by the creator. But almighty God wonderfully made the nature of the highest spirits good but mutable, so that those who did not wish to stand might fall and those who remained as they were created might stand the more worthily because they stood by their own choice. And they would be the more deserving with God for having brought their motion to a halt through the power of the will. Because therefore even the angelic nature by itself is mutable, but conquered that mutability by binding itself in chains of love to the one who is always the same, it is now rightly said, "Behold, the ones who serve him do not stand fast." And evidence of that mutability is immediately added, when it is said of the apostate spirits, "and he found wickedness among his angels." From the angels' fall, Eliphaz wisely understands something of human infirmity, for he adds, "How much more shall the ones who dwell in houses of mud, who have a foundation of earth, be eaten up as if by moths?" We dwell in houses of mud because we exist in bodies made of earth. Paul said of this well, "We have this treasure in earthen vessels." And again: "We know that if this earthly home of our dwelling should be dissolved that we have our support from God, a house not made of hands." A foundation of earth is the substance of the flesh: the psalmist observed this carefully in himself, saying, "My face is not hidden from you, which you made in secret, and my substance in the depths of the earth." Moths come from clothing and, as they come, corrupt the clothing they come from. The flesh is a kind of clothing of the soul; but this clothing has its moths because from it the temptation of the flesh comes, by which the soul is torn. Our clothing is eaten by moths of its own when the corruptible flesh gives birth to temptation and through this leads itself to ruin. Man is consumed by a moth when what wears him away comes from himself. This is as if to say openly, 'If those spirits which were burdened by no weakness of the flesh could not be immutable how do men arrogantly think that they can abide forever in the good when the weakness of the flesh drags them down and impedes their understanding as it reaches for the heights? Through the vice of corruption they have in themselves the cource of the oldness that alters the freshness within. 69. The angels can also be taken as holy scholars, as it says in the prophet, "The lips of the priest preserve knowledge and they will seek the law from his mouth, because he is the messenger [angelus] of the Lord of hosts." However great the virtue with which they shine, they cannot be entirely without fault when they follow the path of the present life, because their step may be tainted by the mud of illicit acts or the dust of thought. They dwell in houses of mud when they rejoice in this enticing life of the flesh. Paul belittled the thought of living in these houses of mud when he said, "Our dwelling is in heaven." To let it be said, "Behold, the ones who serve him to not stand fast and he found wickedness among his angels. How much more shall the ones who dwell in houses of mud, who have a foundation of earth, be eaten as if by moths?" This is as if to say openly, 'If people who proclaim eternal things and gird themselves to endure worldly things cannot pass through the road of this life without being infected, what disadvantages will not be sustained by the people who rejoice to be among the delights of the flesh's dwelling place?' The people who serve him are not standing fast, because when the mind reaches for the heights, it is distracted by the thoughts of the flesh. So often the mind, eager for what is within, looking only to heaven, is struck with sudden pleasure of the flesh; divided from itself it lies prostrate and, though it thought it had conquered its troubles and weakness, groans to find itself laid low by a sudden wound. Wickedness is found in the angels as well, for even those who proclaim the truth are sometimes dragged down by the temptation of the deceptive life here. So if the ones whose holy intentions had stiffened them to face the wickedness of this world are smitten by it, what blows will not succeed in reaching those who lie cast down before its arrows by their delight in weakness? They are well said to be eaten up by moths, for the moth does his damage and makes no sound; so the minds of the wicked, because they fail to think about the injuries they suffer, lose their integrity in ignorance. They lose the innocence of the heart, the truth of the mouth, the continence of the flesh, and, as time passes, life itself. But they do not see themselves losing these things as they go, for they are totally wrapped up in worldly cares by their desires. So they are eaten up by moths, because there is no sound as they bear the bite of sin, unaware of the damage done to their life and to their innocence. So it is well added, XXXIX.70. From morning to evening they will be cut down. (4.20) The sinner is cut down from morning to evening when he wounds himself by the doing of wickedness from the beginning of his life to the end. At all times the reprobate are redoubling the blows of malice against themselves by which they are cut down to fall to the depths. Of them it is well put by the psalmist, "Men of blood and deceitful ones shall not cut their days in half." To cut your days in half is to divide the time of your life badly spent on pleasure, to leave room for the laments of repentance, and thus by measuring out your life to repair it to a good use. But the wicked do not cut their days in half because they change their perverse mind not at all, not even at the end. Against them Paul warns us well, saying, "Redeeming the time, because the days are wicked." We redeem the time when we repair our past life with tears, the life we had wasted in lasciviousness. XL.71. And because none understand, they will perish forever. (4.20) None, none of those who are cut down from morning to evening, none of those who perish or who imitate the evil ways of those who perish, none understand. So it is written elsewhere, "The just man perishes and there is no one who thinks of it in his heart, and men of mercy are gathered together, because there is none who understands." So when wicked men seek temporal goods alone, they despise the goods that abide for the elect forever. When they see that the just are afflicted and do not recognize the reward that awaits beyond this affliction, they place their foot on the path to the pit, because they have voluntarily closed their eyes from the light that gives understanding. Deceived by their folly and pleasure, they love the worldly things they see and do not see that they are alienated from themselves, plunging into eternal ruin. Morning can also stand for the prosperity of this world, evening for its adversity. From morning to evening, therefore, the wicked are cut down, because they wallow to perdition in the midst of prosperity, and they quail at adversity and let it drive them to madness. Their guilt would not cut them down from morning to evening, if they would believe that prosperity is a kind of succour for their wounds, or adversity a surgeon's healing knife. 72. But because the whole of the human race is not left to head down the road to perdition, there are some who despise the enticements of the present life even when they are at hand, recognizing that they are transitory and trampling on them out of love for eternity. And when they place their feet on the first step of right judgment, they reach the higher steps with a livelier step and not only despise earthly things because they must be quickly lost, but they even cease to desire to cling to them, even if they could have them forever. they take their love away from the beautiful things of creation because they turn the steps of the heart towards the author of all that beauty. And there are those who love the good things of the present life but still do not pursue them. They desire temporal things with all their heart, they seek the glory of this world, but they cannot attain it. The heart, if I may say so, draws these men to the world, but the world repels them to find their heart. Often it happens that they are broken by their adversities, come to their senses and, once restored to themselves, consider the emptiness of the things they were seeking and turn about completely to weep for their foolish wants. And then they desire eternity the more ardently for having worked so foolishly for earthly things for which now they sorrow. So after describing these reprobate people, it does on, XLI.73. But the ones who are left will be taken from them. (4.21) Who are the ones who are left if not the ones despised by the world? When the present age chooses them for no glorious service, it leaves them as the least and most unworthy. But the leftovers of the world are said to be taken away by the Lord because he has deigned to choose the despised of the world, as Paul attests and says, "Not many of the wise according to the flesh, not many of the powerful, not many of the noble; but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak ones of the world to confound the strong." This is well indicated in the books of Kings by the servant growing weary on the road whom the Amalakite left ill on the road; David found him, refreshed him with food, and made him the guide of his journey. He pursued the Amalakite, found him feasting, and wiped him out utterly. Why does the Amalakite's Egyptian servant grow weary on the road, if not because the lover of this present age, covered with the blackness of his sin, is often left abandoned by the same present age, weak and despised and unable to run with it, broken with adversity and devoid of energy? But David found him because our Redeemer, truly strong of hand, now and again comes upon those despised by the world's glory and converts them with his love. He refreshes him with food, because he feeds him with the knowledge of his word. He makes him the guide for his journey, because he makes him his own preacher. And the one who could not keep up with the Amalakite is made a leader for David, because the one the world has abandoned as unworthy not only converts and receives the Lord in his mind, but by his preaching leads him to the hearts of others. With this leader, David found the Amalakite feasting and wiped him out, because Christ destroys the festivities of the world with such preachers, men whom the world refused to accept as comrades. Because therefore the Lord often chooses those whom the world leaves behind, it is now rightly said, "But the ones who are left will be taken from them:" XLII.74. They will die, and not with wisdom. (4.21) Why does he first mention the death of the reprobate ("And because none understand, they will perish forever"), then next speak of the elect of God ("But the ones who are left will be taken from them"), and then immediately add something that does not apply to the elect: "They shall die, and not with wisdom"? If they have been taken away from the reprobate by God, how can they be said to die, "and not with wisdom"? But surely it is the custom of sacred scripture, when it narrates something, to interject a remark on one subject, then return to what went before. After it said, "And because none understand, they will perish forever," it immediately mentioned the fate of the elect, saying, "But the ones who are left will be taken from them." And then it casts an eye back to the death of the wicked already mentioned, and adds suddenly, "They will die, and not with wisdom." As if to say: 'Those whom I said would perish because they do not understand, without doubt they die without wisdom." But we can show this to be the custom of sacred scripture better if we produce another example like this one. Paul the apostle, when he admonished a beloved disciple how to organize the offices of the church, said, lest any unworthy persons should come forth for sacred orders out of order, "Lay hands on no man quickly, and do not communicate with others' sins: keep yourself chaste." Then he turns aside his words to speak of the weakness of the body, saying, "Drink water no longer, but use a little wine for your stomach, and your recurring illnesses." Immediately he ads: "The sins of some men are manifest, leading them to judgment, but some men's sins follow them behind." What has this statement about the hidden and manifest sins of some men got to do with telling the sick not to drink water? It is just that with a sentence interposed about the weakness of the flesh, he was returning to his earlier subject where he last said, "Lay hands on no man quickly, and do not communicate with others' sins." This shows how vigorously he should examine these sins, when after interposing a counsel of discernment for the troubles of the flesh, he immediately mentioned what is overt in some, hidden in others, saying, "The sins of some men are manifest, leading them on to judgment, but some men's sins follow them behind." In this sentence, then, Paul's words do not readily fit with what he had said about Timothy's illness, but referred back to what he had said before the interruption; similarly in this place, when Eliphaz was speaking of the elect, ("But the ones who are left will be taken from them") he adds, "They will die and not with wisdom," referring to what he had said before, "and because none understand they will perish forever." 75. The reprobate despise the elect because they reach beyond visible death towards invisible life. Of them it is well said now, "They will die, and not with wisdom." As if it were said openly, 'They flee death and wisdom equally; but they abandon wisdom altogether, without being able to evade the snares of death.' And though they could have found life in death when they were going to die anyway, instead they fear the death that is certainly coming so much that they lose both life and wisdom. On the other hand, the just die with wisdom because they refuse to prolong the life that must end sometime when to do so would require the sacrifice of truth. Bearing death calmly, they turn the penalty imposed on their race into an instrument of virtue and so deserve to receive life on account of just the thing that compels life to end as punishment for the first sin. But because Eliphaz proclaimed these things truthfully against the wicked, thinking blessed Job an object of reproach, he really filled himself up with the pride of wisdom. So after approving great rectitude, he adds words of derision, saying, XLIII.76. Call, then, if there is anyone who will answer you. (5.1) Almighty God often deserts the prayer of a troubled man, when that man has despised God's commands in time of tranquility. So it is written, "Whoever turns away his ear so as not to hear the law, his prayer shall be despised." When we call, we beseech God in humble prayer; when God answers, he grants effectiveness to our prayers. Eliphaz says therefore, "Call, then, if there is anyone who will answer you." As if to say openly, 'However much you cry out in affliction, you do not have God to answer you because the voice of tribulation does not find the one whom the mind has despised in tranquility.' So he adds in derision. XLIV.77. And turn to some one of the saints. (5.1) As if he should say in contempt, "You can find none of the saints to help you in affliction, since you chose not to have them as comrades when things were happy.' After deriding Job, he passes sentence on him, saying, XLV.78. Rage his killed the fool and envy slaughtered the infant. (5.2) This judgment would be true if it had not been directed against a man of such long-suffering. Let us weigh what is said (though it be rejected in consideration of the virtue of the one who heard the sentence) to show how right the sentiment is if it had not been directed against blessed Job; for it is written, "But you, Lord, judge in tranquility." We must take pains to recognize that whenever we restrain the turbulent movements of the soul with gentleness, we are attempting to restore the likeness of our creator in us. When rage batters the tranquility of the mind, it leaves it troubled and battered and torn, at odds with itself, bereft of the strength of the likeness impressed upon it within. We should weigh carefully then the great fault of anger, through which, as gentleness is lost, the likeness we bear to the image from above is spoiled. Wisdom is lost through anger,so that we no longer know what is to be done in what order, as is written: "Anger rests in the bosom of the fool." When we stir up the mind and confuse it, we take away the light of understanding. Life is lost through anger, even if wisdom might seem to be kept, as is written, "Anger destroys even the prudent." When the mind is confused it cannot bring wisdom to life, even if prudence has managed some understanding. Justice is abandoned by anger, as is written, "The wrath of man does not accomplish the justice of God." When the mind is in turmoil it makes the judgment of its rational faculty harsh, and thinks that everything anger suggests is right. Through anger we lose the pleasure of sharing life with others, as is written, "Do not be too close to aman of anger, lest you might learn his paths and take scandal for your soul." Whoever does not restrain himself with human reason must necessarily live like a beast alone. Concord is broken through anger, as is written, "A spirited man causes quarrels. And an angry man unearths sin." The angry man unearths sin because he makes even those wicked men whom he carelessly stirs to further discord worse than they were before. The light of truth is lost through anger, as is written, "Let not the sun go down upon your wrath." When anger covers the mind with the darkness of confusion, God hides from the mind the ray of his knowledge. Through anger the splendor of the holy spirit is cast aside, of which it is written according to the old translation, "Upon whom shall my spirit rest, if not on the humble and the peaceful and the ones who fear my words?" Saying humble, he adds peaceful right away: so if anger takes away peace of mind, it closes the mind as a dwelling for the holy spirit, and when it departs the mind is empty and soon drawn to open madness, abandoning the inmost foundation of its thoughts to dissipate itself in superficialities. 79. The heart burns and pounds under the stimulus of its anger, the body shakes, the tongue trips over itself, the face flushes, the eyes flash, and friends go unrecognized. We form our mouth to cry out, but our sense does not know what it is saying. How does a man who is not aware of what he is doing differ from people who are beside themselves? So it often happens that anger takes control even of the hands and, as reason withdraws, anger grows bolder; the mind cannot control itself, because it is subjected to another power; fury drives the limbs to flail around outwardly as it holds the mind, master of the limbs, captive within. But sometimes it does not use the hands, but turns the tongue into a dart barbed with curses. In rage he demands his brother's death with his prayers and wants God to perpetrate the crime which his own perversity would fear or blush to perform. By his prayers and words he becomes a murderer even when his hands refrain from wounding his neighbor. Sometimes anger compels the afflicted spirit to silence as if out of good judgment, and by not speaking out with its feelings through the tongue, inwardly it burns the worse. so the angry man withdraws from conversation with his fellows, and by saying nothing reveals how hostile he is. (Then sometimes this severe silence works designedly as a discipline, if of course the control of discernment within is strenuously maintained.) But sometimes when the mind is inflamed, it checks itself from its accustomed speech and as time goes by is cut off almost completely from love of neighbor, and harsher goads come to the mind, and new causes arise to make matters worse. And the mote in the eye of the angry man becomes a beam, as anger is turned into hatred. Often anger, shut up within the mind, grows hotter in silence and, still silently, gives shape to loud words; it casts the words up to itself, making matters worse, and still more angrily responds to itself as if some kind of trial were going on. Solomon hints at this briefly: "The anticipation of the wicked is fury." So it happens that the mind hears a louder uproar in its silence and the flame of repressed anger consumes the mind in its distress. So a wise man before us once said, "The thoughts of an angry man are viperous offspring, and they devour the mind their mother." 80. But note that there are some people who are quickly enraged, and just as easily abandoned by their anger. Some are slow to anger but cling to their anger longer. Others are like reeds on fire, giving voice to their feelings, like the sounds of flames crackling; they feed the flame quickly but soon grow cool and turn to ash. Others are like harder and heavier woods, taking flame slowly, but once inflamed they are difficult to extinguish and because their hackles were raised more slowly, they keep the flame of their fury longer and harder. But there are others, worse yet, who take flame quickly and give it up slowly. But some both take flame slowly and give it up quickly. In these four kinds of people, the reader will readily recognize that the last is closer to the ideal of tranquility than the first, and that the third is worse than the second. But of what use is it to describe how the mind is possessed by anger, if we do not say how anger can be brought under control? 81. There are two ways in which anger can be broken and made to let go of the mind. First, the mind, before it begins any action, should consider in advance all the rebukes and insults it could suffer and then consider the indignities visited upon our Redeemer, and so prepare itself for adversity ahead of time. The man who has cautiously foreseen and armed himself against the things that come, bears them with more strength. The man who is caught unawares by adversity is like one caught sleeping by the enemy; the enemy kills him quickly, attacking a defenseless man. Whoever is cautiously aware of threatening dangers is like someone keeping watch in ambush against enemy attack; he is more strongly fortified for victory because the enemy thinks to catch him unawares. So the mind should think carefully, before it begins to act, about all the adversity that can come, so that thinking of these things always, it will be always fortified against them with the breastplate of patience. With its foresight it will overcome whatever happens and will count what does not happen as profit gained. But the second way to preserve our gentleness is to think of our own sins against others when we see others going too far against us. When we consider our own weakness, we can excuse others' wickedness. The man who compassionately remembers that he has perhaps done something already that cries out to be tolerated is ready to bear some proffered injury calmly. Just as fire is put out by water, so if we call our own faults to mind when we feel the mind rising to anger, we blush at the thought that we might not tolerate others' sins when we remember that we have done things against God or neighbor that demand toleration equally. 82. But in this, we must realize that there is one kind of anger aroused by impatience, and another shaped by zeal. One comes from a vice, the other from a virtue. If no anger came from virtue, Phineas would never have calmed the thrust of divine punishment with his sword. Because Eli did not have this kind of anger, he stirred the movement of heavenly revenge against himself irresistibly. To the extent that he had been cool in pursuing the vices of those under him, to that extent the punishment of the eternal governor flamed up against him. Of this it is said through the psalmist, "Be angry, and do not sin." Those who want this to apply only to anger against our own sins, and not those of our neighbors, misunderstand the passage. If we are commanded to love our neighbors like ourselves, it is clear that we should be as angry at their transgressions as at our own. Of this it is said through Solomon, "Anger is better than laughter, because the mind of the sinner is admonished by the sadness of the face." Of this again the psalmist says, "My eye is clouded with anger." Anger that comes through vice blinds the eye of the mind, but anger that comes through zeal clouds it, because contemplation is broken up (for it cannot be kept except by a tranquil heart) when the mind is stirred by jealousy for rectitude. Because the zeal for rectitude stirs the mind with restlessness, it soon beclouds the sight, so that it does not in its disturbance see what is higher, what it had seen better before in time of calm. But then it is led back to the heights of vision from which it had been driven away for a time. That jealousy for righteousness reveals eternal things to itself more abundantly in tranquility for having been shut off a little while through its disturbance. The mind draws strength to see truer and brighter from just the source of its disturbance and passing obscurity. So when an ointment is placed on a diseased eye, it loses the light altogether, but then a little later it takes in the light more clearly, having lost it a little while for its own good. Contemplation and disturbance are never together, nor does the mind in turmoil manage to see what it scarcely manages to sigh for in tranquility, for neither is the ray of the sun seen when blustering clouds cover the face of heaven, nor does a troubled spring of waters give back the image of an onlooker which it shows accurately when it is calm, for in the stirring of its waves it loses the appearance of the image in it. 83. But when the mind is moved by zeal, it must be watched carefully lest the anger that is taken up as an instrument of virtue should become the mind's lord and master; it should be a handmaiden ready to serve, standing calmly behind our rational faculty, never going before like a mistress of a household. Zealous anger is more effectively aroused against sin when it is subordinated to the service of reason. Though anger may rise from the zeal of righteousness, if it is unchecked and controls the mind, it soon refuses to serve reason at all, then spreads itself abroad insolently, thinking the vice of insolence to be a virtue. So it is necessary above all that whoever is stirred by zeal for righteousness should take care that anger not get beyond the control of the mind but, observing the time and the manner, the mind should keep the rising disturbance of the soul carefully under control for the punishment of sin, restraining high spirits and keeping fervent enthusiasm checked by a sense of fairness. So a man punishes others more justly to the extent that he has first triumphed over himself. Before he corrects the faults of others, he should grow in patience and get beyond his ardor, taking care lest he should become unreasonably excited by the zeal of righteousness and wander far from righteousness itself. But because, as we said, even a laudable jealousy for goodness clouds the eye of the mind, it is rightly now said, "Rage has killed the fool." As if to say openly, 'Anger disturbs the wise when it comes through zeal, but anger that comes through vice slays the fools, because the first kind is controlled by reason, but the other kind rules irrationally over a vanquished mind.' XLVI.84. And envy slaughtered the infant. (5.2) The only ones we can envy are those whom we think are better than we are in some way. The man who is killed by envy is an infant, because he bears witness against himself that he is inferior to the one he envies so painfully. So it is that the clever enemy crept up on the first man out of envy, because having lost his happiness he knew that he was inferior to the immortality of the man. So it is that Cain fell into the commission of fratricide; when his sacrifice was disdained, he was angry that the one whose offering God had accepted was preferred to himself. He cut down the one he saw was better than himself, so that this one would not be at all. So it is that Esau was eager to persecute his brother, because he had lost the blessing due to the first-born, selling it for a mess of pottage, and then lamented that he had become lesser than the one whom he had preceded by right of birth. So it is that Joseph's brothers sold him to the passing Ishmaelites, because they were trying to obstruct his advance lest he become greater than they, once the mystery of revelation was made known. So it is that Saul pursued David his subordi nate,hurling his lance, because he sensed that the one who was growing daily with all the virtues was gradually growing beyond Saul's own power. So the one who is killed by envy is an infant because unless he were less than the other, he would not feel sorrow for the good the other enjoyed. 85. But in this we must realize that, though every sin that is committed spreads abroad in the human heart the poison of the ancient enemy, in this crime particularly, the serpent draws on everything inside him and brings forth the plague of malice to impose on another. It is written of him then, Death came into the world through the devil's envy." When the foulness of envy has corrupted the vanquished heart, even outward appearances show how gravely the soul is afflicted within by madness. The complexion is touched with pallor, the eyes are downcast, the mind is inflamed but the limbs grow cold, there is madness in thought and gnashing of teeth; and when hatred hidden in the thickets of the heart grows greater, a hidden wound pierces the heart with blind grief. It takes no pleasure in what is its own, because its self-inflicted penalty inflames the festering mind, tormented by another's happiness. As someone else's constructions grow tall, the foundations of the inflamed mind are deeply undermined. As others go on to better things, the mind falls more into worse things. In this fall is lost what had seemed well-built by other deeds before. When envy makes the mind disintegrate, it eats away at all that it sees well done. So it is well said through Solomon, "The life of the flesh, health of the heart: but envy is the rot in the bones." What is flesh if not what is weak and tender? And what are the bones if not bold deeds? And often it happens that people who have true innocence of heart may seem weak in some of their deeds; and some doing great deeds in the eyes of the mind are still rotting away within with the pestilence of envy for the goods of others. So it is well said, "The life of the flesh, health of the heart," for if the mind's's innocence is preserved, even the things that are outwardly weak are eventually made strong. And it is rightly added, "but envy is rot in the bones," for through the sin of envy, even their mighty deeds of virtue perish in the eyes of God. For the bones to rot through envy is for strong things to perish. 86. But why do we say all this of envy if we do not show how it may be uprooted? It is difficult not to envy someone who possesses what we hope to gain. Whatever temporal goods are attained, they become less valuable insofar as they are divided up among many. And so envy tortures the mind's of the one who desires them because either another takes what he desires from him entirely or at least takes some part of it. Whoever wants to be entirely free of the plague of envy must love that inheritance that is not limited by any number of co-heirs. It isone and the same, all and entire, to one and all. It is revealed to be that much more abundant, the more the multitude of those who receive it is expanded. The reduction of envy comes about through the rising affection for the sweetness that lies within, and the final death of envy is the perfect love of what is eternal. When the mind is drawn back from seeking something that must be shared among those who receive it, it loves its neighbor the more for fearing less any harm coming from the advance of another. If it is perfectly filled with love of the heavenly home, it is fully strengthened in love of neighbor. When it desires nothing of this world, there is nothing that can speak against its charity for neighbor. What is charity if not the eye of the mind? If it is touched by the dust of earthly love, soon it is wounded in its sight and draws back from the light within. But because the one who loves earthly things is an infant, and the one who desires eternity is a great man, it can appropriately be understood, "Envy slays the infant." For the only one who dies of the disease of this plague is the one who is still weak with desire. Appendix The last paragraph of the Moralia is a lucid and memorable piece of self-revelation that tells us much about Gregory and his great work. Since this passage is little noticed even among scholars, and since it may be some time before the final volume of the present translation appears, I have thought it best to include it here. Gregory, Moralia 35.20.49 "Now that I have finished this work, I see that I must return to myself, for our mind is much fragmented and scattered beyond itself, even when it tries to speak rightly. While we think of words and how to bring them out, those very words diminish the soul's integrity by plundering it from inside. So I must return from the forum of speech to the senate house of the heart, to call together the thoughts of the mind for a kind of council to deliberate how best I may watch over myself, to see to it that in my heart I speak no heedless evil nor speak poorly any good. The good is well spoken when the speaker seeks with his words to please only the one from whom he has received the good he has. And indeed even if I do not find for sure that have spoken any evil, still I will not claim that I have spoken no evil at all. But if I have received some good from God and spoken it, I freely admit that I have spoken it less well than I should (through my own fault, to be sure). When I turn inward to myself, pushing aside the leafy verbiage, pushing aside the branching arguments, and examine my intentions at the very root, I know it really was my intention to please God, but some little appetite for the praise of men crept in, I know not how, and intruded on my simple desire to please God. And when later, too much later, I realize this, I find that I have in fact done other than what I know I set out to do. It is often thus, that when we begin with good intentions in the eyes of God, a secret tagalong yen for the praise of our fellow men comes along, taking hold of our intentions from the side of the road. We take food, for example, out of necessity, but while we are eating, a gluttonous spirit creeps in and we begin to take delight in the eating for its own sake; so often it happens that what began as nourishment to protect our health ends by becoming a pretext for our pleasures. We must admit therefore that our intention, which seeks to please God alone, is sometimes treacherously accompanied by a less-righteous intention that seeks to please other men by exploiting the gifts of God. But if we are examined strictly by God in these matters, what refuge will remain in the midst of all this? For we see that our evil is always evil pure and simple, but the good that we think we have cannot be really good, pure and simple. But I think it worthwhile for me to reveal unhesitatingly here to the ears of my brothers everything I secretly revile in myself. As commentator, I have not hidden what I felt, and as confessor, I have not hidden what I suffer. In my commentary I reveal the gifts of God, and in my confession I uncover my wounds. In this vast human race there are always little ones who need to be instructed by my words, and there are always great ones who can take pity on my weakness once they know of it: thus with commentary and confession I offer my help to some of my brethren (as much as I can), and I seek the help of others. To the first I speak to explain what they should do, to the others I open my heart to admit what they should forgive. I have not withheld medicine from the ones, but I have not hidden my wounds and lacerations from the others. So I ask that whoever reads this should pour out the consolation of prayer before the strict judge for me, so that he may wash away with tears every sordid thing he finds in me. When I balance the power of my commentary and the power of prayer, I see that my reader will have more than paid me back if for what he hears from me, he offers his tears for me."